You are very lucky. To be in a family that takes care of all your needs. Friends, to you, are just people whom you recognize and know of. It's okay if they are not part of your life since they will not affect how you would have lived your life.
They are not part of the equation.
You don't owe any of them any explanation. Because it never occured to you that actually if the person meant something to you, talking to them is not really a problem. You wouldn't not have things to talk about. But for you, it has always been this way. Maybe you do see the person as someone important but you just don't know how to tell that person that he/she is I don't know.
All I want to know is, am I important to you?
12:00
Friday, December 18, 2009
've been in front of the com with nothing to do... pfft.
22:33
Thursday, December 17, 2009
I am home. Hee. I hope tomorrow's sun will shine for the whole day. So that I can even out my tan. :D
22:40
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Depreciation. Word of the day.
21:23
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
My bro and sis are going off to genting later with my aunt and cousins. As much as I hate to be alone with my parents, I am, cos I have my own duties to fulfill. ZAM!
17:42
Monday, December 14, 2009
As much as this isn't going to sound nice, I have to say it: Holidays are gonna end soon. And I'll be wasting one freaking week in taiwan. PFFT!!!!!!!!!!!! And so, I AM PISSED.
20:41
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Title: Alive Artist: Black Eyed Peas Album Title: The E.N.D
I got so much love For you darlin' and I, I wanna let you know how I feel
And it's true that I love you And it's true your the only one and I do, I adore you And it's true girl
You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]
You said - you said - you said That I'm the only one You said that I'm your number 1 Now your gone and I feel numb Tell me where do we go wrong You are my best friend and boyfriend Now it's seems like you're my worst friend I gotta do soul searching Without you I'm a whole different person I ain't acting like I used to I don't feel loved like I used to It was your love I was used to Why do I had to lo-lo-lo-lose Your love your love your love Your love is what it was That have me feeling {bust} {You are my true love}
And it's true that I love you And it's true your the only one and I do I adore you And it's true girl
You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4] Hey girl your the only one {Must} be my number one Now your gone I feel so numb Tell me how do we go wrong First friends then we became best-friend You used to be my girlfriend Now your my worst friend Yeah I gotta do a lil soul searching Without you I'm a whole different person I don't even act like I used to I don't even feel loved like I used to I guess it's your love that I used to And I feel bad that I lose you I get so many things that I wanna sa-sa-sa-sa... I guess this mean that I'm missing you Sorry for the things that I did to you I'm so lost without you
And it's true that I love you And it's true your the only one and I do, I adore you And it's true girl
U make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]
La di di da la di da la da La di da la di da La di di da la di da la da La di da la di da
I got so much love
La di di da la di da la da La di da la di da
I got so much love
La di di di di di di di da la la la la
... I adore you and it's true girl
You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]
So easy to fall in love with u And all the things that you do Baby girl your so remarkable So special, so wonderful So special, so wonderful So special, so wonderful
Baby girl your so remarkable So spesh-al-al-al-al-al-al
21:53
Friday, December 11, 2009
Inter-human relations are such a pain in the ass.
21:29
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Those were blissful dreams. And too bad that they were just dreams.
13:11
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Hello I'm back from the boring cruise. Body's feeling kinda warm. Don't know why also. Pfft. Irritating. Right now, my heart's palpitating very irregularly. Wonder what's wrong. Sheesh.
22:36
Sunday, December 06, 2009
Hello everybody, I'm going for the stupid cruise tomorrow. Means I can't go for Silver's last lesson. Which sucks ttm(lol). I don't really want to fall aslepp cos falling asleep just means that it'll be sooner before I get on board. But I'm sleepy. And this really doesn't help at all when everyone's so busy with themselves.
00:17
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
I want to fall sick, so that I can't leave Singapore. :D
21:58
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
It's december. And I still haven't done anything yet. I need to find a direction.
12:47
Monday, November 30, 2009
Hello everybody. I'm at home. And I slept for 4 hours this morning. Performance is over, everything is over, so now I've got nothing to do. And it's not exactly a very nice feeling. I don't know what to do anymore...):
16:42
Saturday, November 21, 2009
I'm so sleepy. My November is going to be used up just like that.
21:51
Friday, November 20, 2009
Today I made one of my cadets cry. And I totally didn't know what to do when he cried. >< Guess that's why I don't like kids.
21:07
Thursday, November 19, 2009
My holidays are so tiring. Pfft.
19:26
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Sometimes it's hard to see all the good things in your life. And I know it hurts sometimes but you gotta be willing to try. Sometimes it's hard to see all the good things in your life. So you gotta be strong, you gotta hold on and love yourself.
21:20
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I hate spending nights alone.
And I got a blue black on my shoulder hollow from all the locking of rifle.
20:13
Monday, November 16, 2009
我为什么还爱你，为什么还想着你。不是我不放弃，是什么原因， 你狠心丢我在这里？
20:22
I manage to waste my entire day at home by myself.
17:59
It's going to be a tough day.
11:58
Sunday, November 15, 2009
I'm no longer part of your life
But then again I never was.
20:40
Today, I found out whatever that I needed to know.
Just shows how much I mean to you. All I wanted was to live happily ever after. But I guess fairytales don't happen in reality. All this while, it was just a wishful thinking on my part. The sweet endearments, that kiss. It was all a sham. A manifesto of my own imagination. They didn't mean anything to you. The words that I sent you were probably forgotten upon sight. I don't want to be played by you like a puppet anymore. Once again, my heart has been shattered by you. And I'll have to slowly, cautiously, tape it back with the roll of tape I hold in my hand 24/7 - just in case. It cannot afford to be broken again for if it does, it will never be mended.
Well it looks like I'm not needed nor wanted here anymore. And to think teacher gave us her blessings...
Oranges and lemons sold for a penny ________________All the schoolgirls are so many _____________________________The grass is green the roses red __________________________________________Remember me, when I'm dead
I'm just not on your mind anymore.
08:10
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
I'm finally back from everything. Slept for 3+ hours and woke up at 4 this morning. I have been awake since then. Hahaha that's why my eyes are so small now.
19:27
Friday, November 06, 2009
Darling,
You are in taiwan now, and I miss you. I don't know what's going on but you have managed to lift me up from where I was. And now it's easier for me to bear the days which you are gone. I'm already looking forward to the day when you come home. When you come back. I hope you are enjoying yourself. Drink lots of water, don't come home ill! Remember to take care of yourself!(:
love, jun
14:07
Thursday, November 05, 2009
I'm back from ophir. It was okay. It was raining when we were about to reach the summit and by the time we managed to climb up, we were drenched. Standing at 1276m above sea level isn't something a sane person would do... I kinda like, scratched my arm, now alot of scratches. Heehee...there should be photos on facebook...
18:49
Monday, November 02, 2009
It'd be quite a while...
15:15
Would you join me and take over the world?
10:17
Sunday, November 01, 2009
I have to book in tomorrow by 2000. Ankle still hurts when i exert it. Stupidity. Slept at 2 and woke up at 7 to go fort canning for the heritage trail. So sleepy.
I don't know what to do anymore.
22:58
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Who really cares? My ankle has begun hurting.
15:59
Friday, October 30, 2009
Seems like heaven isn't giving me any more chances.
17:23
Thursday, October 29, 2009
It's going to be a busy holiday. I'm not looking forward to it.
20:02
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
My parents struck 4D. Wonder if I'm gonna get a share...
22:21
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
The problem is with me. I guess.
21:42
Monday, October 26, 2009
I'm just left with that little bit of hope hanging onto my heart.
20:50
Sunday, October 25, 2009
I place a smile on my face to mask the disappointment that tries to show. I use a laugh to cover the sound of my shattering heart. I send a message so that you won't see how much i miss you.
22:29
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Bought new ear piece at ION. I am freaking broke now...
20:21
Friday, October 23, 2009
To share the little joys, sorrows and pain with you. But you don't want to and won't let me.
22:00
Finalrryyyyy...Marksman.(:
I'm not as important as you make me sound right?
21:39
Thursday, October 22, 2009
I'm sitting down by the window. My tea's gone cold and I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all. The morning grey clouds at my window, and I can't see at all. But your picture in my phone reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad.
Drank too much last night, got bills to pay, my head groans in pain. I missed the bus and there'll be hell today, I'm late for work again. And even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day. And then you call me and it's not so bad, it's not so bad.
Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through. Then you hand me a towel and all I see is you. Even if my world falls down now, I will not have a clue, because you're near me. And I know that it's not so bad, it's not so bad at all.
15:54
I'm so tired. I just keep going around in circles.
14:03
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
I feel like smiling.(:
21:58
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Waiting for iPod, waiting for you. Waiting for iPod, waiting for you. Waiting for iPod, waiting for you.
Happy 3
13:52
Monday, October 19, 2009
Yesterday seemed like a dream. Could you tell me what's on your mind? I want to know so badly.
17:44
There is a big question mark in my head right now.
13:51
Saturday, October 17, 2009
I don't know what to say or what to think anymore.
11:29
Friday, October 16, 2009
Today's weather is fine. As fine as my mood.
15:17
Thursday, October 15, 2009
I'm going to school later. Yargh. It's time.
11:48
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
I would watch all the movies that you want to watch with you after you're done. I'd go anywhere you wanna go with you once you are free. I'd buy you your heels if you want. I'd do anything to make you laugh, to see a smile on your face.
19:48
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Finished Coraline. Going to bed now. Hope your head's better. *hugs*
21:49
Because you didn't want to. I couldn't bear to either.(:
11:21
Monday, October 12, 2009
I feel confused. It's as if I'm ghost.
19:16
Sunday, October 11, 2009
The little things that make me happy. A gesture. A smile.
But you don't see it as a responsibility do you? It doesn't matter. If you don't answer me half of the time, why do I tell you my problems?
21:51
Saturday, October 10, 2009
I just got home. And while I was in the car I heard a song about Singapore and Singlish. And it's definitely not produced locally. I want to find it!!
And too much power rangers in a day would make you sick...(but I'm still gonna watch them anyway)
21:42
I wanna go out to study. Do you want to go out with me?
13:41
Friday, October 09, 2009
Today, I sat in a bus that had no air-con... and no windows. Therefore, I was melting my head off on my journey home. As usual, you were in my head, I sensed a little tinge of satisfaction as I ran our tiny little conversation in my melting head again. I was relived that you remembered me. I even feared that you would have forgotten what you said as I was eating with my friends.
So finally I got off the bus and instantaneously, a gush of cool wind went smack on my face. Ahhh how nice the weather is. One could literally see my chest, my back, my biceps and my triceps. Yes that was how much I sweat-ted. The wind kept blowing so hard that it blew away all the emotions that resides in my mine. And therefore I broke into song and smiled my way home.(:
12:12
Thursday, October 08, 2009
I dreamt of you today. Don't know if I'm on your mind as frequently as you are on mine.
20:04
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
I like how you rest your legs on mine. I like how you ask me to eat whatever that you were eating. I like it when you try to give me a maasage as well but give up after two minutes because you had no strength. Even so it felt really nice. I love it.
21:26
To watch your shadow linger on your door.
20:43
I hope you enjoyed today as much as I did. I would like to know.(:
20:27
The muscles on my thumb looks bigger already! I'd give you a massage anytime as long as you like it.[;
20:21
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
After so many pictures, ours still looks the best.[:
15:43
Monday, October 05, 2009
Here I am, alone at home, feeling the cool breeze blow through to the window. The sky has turned grey. All is gloomy and depressive. But I enjoy the sounds from the construction site nearby, where everything is being blown away, the workers trying to keep all the blueprints and paperwork intact. I listen to the rustle of the leaves on the trees down on the first floor; the wind as it makes contact with my body while my mind sinks into serenity.
13:50
Couch potato.
13:02
Sunday, October 04, 2009
It's a breezy night...perfect for walking around the island with my hand wrapped around yours. Or we could just sit down by the beach and talk about everything and anything as the sun creeps up over the horizon and the rays spill over our faces bringing light to our day ahead.
20:24
so nice.
17:55
It's a weird feeling. To behave as if nothing ever happened. That everything moved on to happily ever after. It's a feeling that I cannot describe and yet, really enjoy. But when I look back deep down, my heart just tears a little more.
one more chance?
16:46
Saturday, October 03, 2009
A feeling of peace crept up to me as I walked along road under the light shower that fell from the clouds of grey high up in the sky with a tinge of blue while the orange street lamps begin lighting up one by one.
a hug?
22:58
Thursday, October 01, 2009
It was raining snow in the sun this afternoon.
15:56
You told me to ignore her for the rest of my life. But I don;t really have a reason to now do I?
15:54
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
The sunrise gave the sky a beautiful violet pink this morning.
Could I really go to your house to watch a movie? With you?
21:10
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
It feels abnormal to be doing this... someone explain to me this feeling of abnormality to me.
18:56
All your fortresses go down in the night. To the dawn I'll see you through.(:
18:31
Jiajun's quote of the day: Men were meade to do great things but Women were meant to make those great things even better.
18:22
Monday, September 28, 2009
Say goodnight baby, I'll be gone tomorrow.
20:19
I hope that little flame of hope flickering in my heart won't be blown out by your icy cold breath.
16:40
Look at how life makes a fool out of me again and again...
16:40
Sunday, September 27, 2009
And in the end, you are the first girl who has ever managed to bring tears to my eyes.
22:58
Yesterday I lost my closest friend Yesterday I wanted time to end I wonder if my heart will ever mend I just let you slip away
4 AM forever
Maybe I'll never see you smile again Maybe you thought that it was all pretend; All these words that I could never say I just let them slip away
4 AM forever
Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you) Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you) Goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, you never know Hold a little tighter
4 AM forever
Maybe one day when I can move along Maybe someday when you can hear this song You won't let it slip away
4 AM forever
And I'd wish the sun would never come It's 4 AM and you are done I hope you know you're letting go It's 4 AM and I'm alone
Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you) Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you) Goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, you never know Hold a little tighter
Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you) Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you) Goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, you never know Hold a little tighter
4 AM forever.
22:57
Maybe it's because you have yet to grow up. Or maybe it's because the things that we are looking for are different. Maybe one day you'd look back and find that you are the one whose worthwhile. Just maybe.
21:48
I guess you aren't as weird as we both thought you were after all.
21:46
I love the little times that I got to hold your hand when we went out. The little times when I got to kiss you on your cheek. The little times when I got to go to your house and spend an afternoon with you. The little times I spent leaning against your shoulder in the theatre. The little times when you would hit me because I kept playing with neko instead of doing my work. The little times when we had dinner alone and watched movies together back then. The little times when you used to keep asking me why did I think that you were cute. I still love it.
21:39
The first 'i love you' from you made me so happy that I fell asleep smiling.
21:35
A wishlist I made a while ago: 1) Complete a production together 2) Walk down orchard road during christmas together 3) Count down to the new year together 4) To bring happiness into each other's lives till we grew old together 5) To be together
21:32
"Why become a couple when you two talk to each other more when you were friends?" Now that's a good question.
Funny how it took a break for you to realise that I'm a "sweet" guy.
21:29
Friday, September 25, 2009
Waiting and waiting
19:24
Thursday, September 24, 2009
The sky this morning was a beautiful tango orange, and raining. Something about that orange that made me want to run towards it and never stopping. But before managing to take a picture of it, the looming grey clouds engulfed everything that was in its way. In a blink of an eye, that orange disappeared. The same time you went off.
18:50
I woke up at 1 in the morning to find that You have yet to call me. I woke up at 2 in the morning to find that You still have not called me. I woke up at 4 in the morning to realise that You have yet to miss me. I woke up at 7 and stayed awake till 8 to know that You have yet to remember me.
那是不是说如果每个人都用同一个角度来看世界，我们的生活就不会从满烦恼，充满问题呢？如果你说如果每个人都有同样一个观点，那我们不是活得很单调呢？那如果你有这么多个问题和意见，你就来开导我好了。 Thursday, December 13, 2007
18:35
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Do you want to talk to me at all? Am I in your mind as frequently as you are on mine? Can your tell how broken I sound when you text me...
23:59
I'm holding on to that little bit of hope you've given me this morning.
20:15
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me. said: night night loveee
[: ahh choo!
23:04
Are you interested to know what is going on in my life?
22:56
Monday, September 21, 2009
You told me that you don't like texting. You also told me that you don't like to talk to me on the phone. Then how else are we ever going to have a chance to talk to each other? I can't go to your house, our timings always clash on weekdays, we barely have enough time for each other on Sundays. I don't even know if you still read this blog anymore but I post my feelings up for you to read everyday. Hoping to feel connected to you in some way and maybe you'd feel connected to me in some way too and that would hopefully put you in a better mood. This is about the only way I can think off that would help update you about me. But I have zero means of hearing about your day from you. And that totally sucks. What surprises and hurts me even more is that it does not seem to matter to you. You reply 1 out of my every 5 messages with 1 sentence expressing no interest whatsoever in carrying on talking to me. That hurts. A lot.
But I still love you. And I hope that one day, you would love me back the same way as I have.
22:43
Tonight's weather is simply indescribable. I want to walk down the streets of Orchard Road. I want to take the bus to the airport and back again. I want to chill and watch a movie at home. I want to go to bed. I want to do everything. With you.
Weather = my mood.
21:04
I don't know how you feel towards me. I want to know.
16:12
Artist: Westlife Title: Change the World
Since you've gone, well it seems like everything is wrong, And deep inside, I know that i've, lost much more than pride, Well, happiness is getting further away, Girl,i miss you more than words can say, I need a miracle now, so tell me,
How can i change the world, Cause i sure can't change your mind, Where's the miracle i need now, got to get to you somehow, Cause i can't change the world, I can't change the world, No, i can't change the world, I can't change the world,
Losing you, well it's been the hardest thing to do, So, i close my eyes and tell myself, that somehow i'll survive, Well you gave me heaven, then you took it away, Girl, i miss you more with each passing day, i need a miracle now, so tell me...
How can i change the world, (change it) Cause i sure can't change your mind, Where's the miracle i need now, got to get to you somehow,
And baby, so sad that you have to leave me, just so you can find yourself, And it's so sad that you just can't see, I love you more than life itself,
No, i can't change the world,
How can i change the world, Cause i sure can't change your mind, Where's the miracle i need now, got to get to you somehow, Cause i can't change the world, got to get to you somehow, No, i can't change the world.....
14:07
A mixtape of feelings. Doesn't feel very nice but much better than before.
14:04
All I crave for is some attention from you.
12:52
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Today, my heart still weighs a ton. But this time, it's pressing on to something I can't quite figure. Why am I feeling this way? Is it because I foolishly let open my heart to you only to have you throwing and stomping it on the ground. You pretend as if nothing happened, and that just makes my heart hurt even more.
The weather is fine today. I hope it corresponds with your mood instead of mine. Cos if it does, the sun won't be shinning so strongly. The sky would be crying and filling the earth with my cold, salty tears.
I sacrifice so much only to hope for a nod or a smile from you. A recognition, an acknowledgement. And I hope all I'm doing now is worth it.
16:37
Saturday, September 19, 2009
This is the first time I feel upset, slept and the feeling still stays with me. Worse thing is even as I sleep, I still can't get you outta my mind.
21:59
(hey my post is exactly 24 hrs apart.(:)
21:07
I think of you as I walk along the streets of Orchard Road on this cold night. I feel serene. When I'm being left all alone, all I ever feel is peace. No happiness, no despair. At peace. And that Hi managed to spring a meek smile on my face as I sat on the bus home.
A man said "thank you" to me when I held the door open for him and a friend as I walked out of Wheelock Place. That was about the only time I felt appreciated today.
21:01
Friday, September 18, 2009
It's 2100 hours and i go to bed with a rock in my heart.
21:01
I lift my hopes up high just to find myself falling down. Alone. Down, hitting against the stone cold floor. Feeling the pain run through my body. I breathe with relief and smile as it numbs the pain that I feel in my heart. I could do this all day. Until the hurting stops.
18:33
Today's weather is fine. Wet and cool. Perfect for lazing in bed with a loved one.(:
18:20
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
"There was the old riverside where the bumboats tied up, and the river full of the boatmen's spit and cigarette butts, and the smell of dried rubber and dead cats. All the boats are gone, and the old men too, who used to pilot them. The shophouses are restaurants, but are quiet before dawn, like drunks sleeping off headaches. He cycles across the black river, along the footpath, past the old buildings. Victoria Hall and the Parliament, the Empress Place immigration building and the Cricket Club, Supreme Court and City Hall: some aleady done up and grandly lit, and others boarded up, being re-done."
"The city has changed. We have changed. This city is not so young anymore. We have a history to write. A history of so many people, many stories. There are many of us who worked to build this city, to change it for the better. yet it is the city that has changed us. And the future that is being written will be a dictated record."
"Raffles Place"
"Battery Road"
"Time passes for the historian."
"And if I wake, I should tell you these things of this, our city of small blessings."
City of Small Blessing by Simon Tay
And nostalgia surges through my bloodstream like an arrow piercing through my heart.
20:53
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
And I stand in a corner watching you grow up. Afraid to appear too often and end up hindering your growth. I cannot imagine how would you grow up to be. It's comforting yet worrying.
19:58
Monday, September 14, 2009
To hear you rattle on and on about your day.(:
21:09
Sunday, September 06, 2009
All i need for you to do in my life is just FUCK OFF!!!
21:47
Friday, September 04, 2009
Sometimes I just wish that you'd have time for me...or maybe make the effort to comfort me. Sometimes...
21:38
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Artist: Owl City Title: Vanilla Twilight Album: Ocean Eyes
The stars lean down to kiss you And I lie awake and miss you Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere 'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly But I'll miss your arms around me I'd send a postcard to you dear 'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light blue But it's not the same without you Because it takes two to whisper quietly The silence isn't so bad Till I look at my hands and feel sad 'Cause the spaces between my fingers Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways Though I haven't slept in two days 'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone But drenched in vanilla twilight I'll sit on the front porch all night Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter And heavy wings grow lighter I'll taste the sky and feel alive again And I'll forget the world that I knew But I swear I won't forget you Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past I'd whisper in your ear, Oh darling I wish you were here
20:37
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Title: Rainbow Veins Artist: Owl City Album: Maybe I'm Dreaming
High rise, veins of the avenue Bright eyes and subtle variations of blue Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you Street lights glisten on the boulevard And cold nights make staying alert so hard For heaven's sake, keep me awake so I won't be caught off guard Clearly I am a passerby but I'll find a place to stay Dear pacific day, won't you take me away?
Small town hearts of the New Year Brought down by gravity, crystal clear City fog and brave dialogue converge on the frontier Make haste, I feel your heartbeat With new taste for speed, out on the street Find a road to a humble abode where both of our routes meet The silver sound is all around and the colors fall like snow The feeling of letting go, I guess we'll never know
Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins Cos your heart has a lack of color and we should've known That we'd grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone
Your nerves gather with the altitude Exhale the stress so you don't come unglued Somewhere there is a happy affair, a ghost of a good mood Wide eyed, panic on the getaway The high tide could take me so far away VCR's and motorcars unite on the Seventh Day A popular gauge will measure the rage of the new Post-Modern Age Cuz somewhere along the line all the decades align
We were the crashing whitecaps On the ocean And what lovely seaside holiday, away A palm tree in Christmas lights My emotion Struck a sparkling tone like a xylophone As we spent the day alone
Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins Cuz your heart has a lack of color and we should've known That we'd grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone
19:23
Sunday, August 23, 2009
It sucks big time when the people whom you need most can't be by your side. And it sucks even more when you can't even talk to them.
20:20
Fuck those two at home. Fuck them.
18:50
Thursday, August 20, 2009
): I want to run away...and never stop, for there is no one to stop me. No one to hold me back.
22:07
Monday, August 10, 2009
I'm sick of seeing words like, "have a good weekend" or "regards" on the stupid emb message already. What do you mean by "have a good weekend"? What "regards" are you giving. I always get into a bad mood after reading the stupid messages online. Fuck them.
12:30
Saturday, August 08, 2009
Sometimes I don't even know if it's a blessing or a curse to have met me.
13:11
Thursday, August 06, 2009
I is going to run the army half marathon. muahaha. Think I'll die halfway though. ^^ MEDIC ON STANDBY!
17:36
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
I have one big eye and one small eye. o.O
17:07
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Was a long and dark December From the rooftops I remember There was snow White snow
Clearly I remember From the windows they were watching While we froze Down below
When the future's architectured By a carnival of idiots on show You'd better lie low
If you love me Won't you let me know?
Was a long and dark December When the banks became cathedrals And the fog Became God
Priests clutched onto bibles Hollowed out to fit their rifles And the cross was held aloft
Bury me in armor When I'm dead and hit the ground A love back home unfolds
If you love me Won't you let me know?
I don't want to be a soldier Who the captain of some sinking ship Would stow, far below
So if you love me Why'd you let me go?
I took my love down to Violet Hill There we sat in snow All that time she was silent still
So if you love me Won't you let me know?
If you love me, Won't you let me know?
18:06
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
what can i say i miss your eyes nothing more what can a love song provide nothing more words are a lovely trite of something more and i wanna give to you give to you
more than a love song can give more than a feeling like this more than a dimmed light upon a path you walk more than the words can explain more than the falling rain more than the sun shines upon your lovely face more than a love song
now find a way to come to me show me where show me where i used to be and bring me there
Well, this is enough to see something more and i wanna give to you give to you
more than a love song can give more than a feeling like this more than a dimmed light upon a path you walk more than the words can explain more than the falling rain more than the sun shines upon your lovely face more than a love song
now look upon your face its beauty to me when i look upon its beauty to me its beauty to me its beauty to me
more than a love song can give more than a feeling like this more than a dimmed light upon a path you walk more than the words can explain more than the falling rain more than the sun shines upon your lovely face just more than a love song
11:08
Monday, July 13, 2009
Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you I don't know how
Because maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day? But they'll never throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you're not to do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding And all the lights that light the way are blinding There are many things that I would like to say to you I don't know how
I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all You're my wonderwall
I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after an You're my wonderwall
Said maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me You're gonna be the one that saves me You're gonna be the one that saves me
20:55
I can't do anything right when you are always on my mind.
20:52
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
I'm still feeling the urge to skip school. I wanna go victoria. Not bukit timah.
21:41
Artist: Ashlee Simpson Title: Beautifully Broken
It seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky It seems like yesterday I didnt know how hard I could cry It feels like tomorrow I may not get by But I will try I will try wipe the tears from my eyes
[Chorus:] I'm beautifully broken and I don't mind if you know it I'm beautifully broken and I don't care if I show it
Every day is a new day I'm reminded of my past Everytime theres another storm I know that it wont last Every moment I'm filled with hope cause i get another chance But I will try I will try Got nothing left to hide
[Chorus]
Without the highs and the lows Where will we go? Where will we go?
[Chorus]
I am beautifully broken, I am beautifully broken I am beautifully broken and I don't care if I show it
21:37
Monday, July 06, 2009
It hurts. So much. As much as I don't want it to.
21:45
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Can someone actually learn how to be satisfied with their own life? Doesn't sound very possible to me. Do you think it's possible?
22:01
Friday, June 26, 2009
I learnt that my dad ORD-ed as a LCP but the first year he went back for reservist, his rank in the nominal rol was SSG. Everybody in his battalion called him Sir. But the MTO wanted them to call him Encik. O.O He has a Good Service Medal and a Long Service Medal which is to be worn on the No1. Nice.
And And And I have found myself a new fan. Wong Qinjiang is my number 1 fan! He asked me to send him all the songs that I mixed just now. Lol!
18:29
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Artist: The Killers Title: A Dustland Fairytale Album: Day & Age
Dustland fairytale beginin Just another white trash County kiss Sixty one Long brown hair and foolish eyes Look just like you gone into some Kind of slick chrome american prince A blue jean serenade Moon river what'd you do to be But i don't believe you
Some cinderella in a party dress but She was looking for a night gown I saw the devil warping up his hands Hes getting ready for the show down I saw the minute that i turn away I got my money on a pond tonight
Change came in disguised of revelation Set his soul on fire She said she'd always knew he'd come around And the decades disappear like sinking Ships we persevere god gives us hope But we still fear We don't know The mind is poison castle in the sky Sit stranded vandalized The draw bridge is closing
Some cinderella in a party dress but She was looking for a night gown I saw the devil warping up his hands Hes getting ready for the show down I saw the ending were they turned the page I threw my money and i ran away Strait to the vally of the great divide
And were the dreams roll high And were the wind dont blow Out here the good girls die And the sky wont snow Out here the bird don't sing Out here the field don't grow Out here the bell don't ring Out here the bell don't ring Out here the good girls die
Now cinderella don't you go to sleep Its such a bitter form of refuge Ahh don't you know the kingdoms under siege And everybody needs you Is there still magic in the midnight sun Or did you leave it back in sixty-one In the of the cadence in the young mans eyes And were the dreams roll high
23:20
What the hell do you want from me. You are the one wasting my time and you blame it on me. How much more fucked can you get?!
23:18
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Good afternoon everyone. Sorry I've been extremely busy this past dunno how many weeks (I lost count). Plenty of things to do. Finished whatever course I had to go for. Sewed my rank with my brothers. They all made me fold their sleeves for them! Hiya! Okok. have hk later. Gotta bathe soon. Chow. It may be quite a while later before I come back to update again so anything just msg me. ALIGARTOE. xD!
12:21
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Fucked up holidays. I'm sleepy.
13:38
Saturday, May 30, 2009
What is this "holidays" you people speak of?
15:26
Thursday, May 28, 2009
I need to revamp the education NOW!
17:14
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Thank you Sissy, Lina, Guan Koi, Zhe Wei, Wei Jun, Jia Xuan, Sharon, Prissy, Mel(:, Ruixian, Kuoxian, Mei Jun and Denise(for your sweet present) for remembering my birthday! (:
plus ZhenHan and Solly (as of 1956 hours)
plus Bralee (as of 1959 hours)
plus Randall (as of 2006 hours)
plus MeiShian (as of 2008 hours)
plus Shuan Lee (as of 2036 hours)
plus Sir Jun Kai (as of 2103 hours. no one liner hor!)
plus XinYi (as of 2012 hours)
plus Chinyee and Steffi (as of 2131 hours)
plus Qinjiang (as of 2138 hours)
Still got who else ah? xD
19:37
Monday, May 25, 2009
A sigh of relieve I must heave. Now, to carry on downloading my movies!
19:39
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Fuck maths
11:07
Thursday, May 21, 2009
It's not that I don't want to. It's just that I don't like you.
17:41
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Stupid Physics. Theatre, Psychology, SAF. Should I do all??? xD!
21:23
Friday, May 15, 2009
I go to school to learn how other people's mind works. But apparently the current place I'm in does not leave me any room to do so.
20:46
Thursday, May 14, 2009
CSM'08, I managed to get in. *Throws a big boulder of his chest*
Well, here I go~
18:40
Monday, May 11, 2009
Am I really that easy a person to exploit?
14:47
Saturday, May 09, 2009
I'm beginning to get freaked out by some people. O.O
21:06
Thursday, May 07, 2009
Stupid lousy english.
16:30
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
I want to quit school. It's not doing me any good.
19:02
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Sleepy days... so sleepy...
18:34
Monday, April 27, 2009
True blue students and teachers of hwa chong are either good at what they do or they just have not yet expereience life to half it is.
20:29
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Enough with school.
18:32
Thursday, April 23, 2009
There is no point in doing anything anymore.
18:23
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Fuck off. All you people fuck off far far away.
19:30
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
A whole year. Just gone to waste like that.
20:28
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Title: All over me Artist: Lindsey Harper Album: Loving Annabelle OST
In the space between what’s wrong and right, You will find me waiting for you. All your fortresses go down in the night. To the dawn I’ll see you through.
‘Cause I know, that you know, You’re all over me now. And it’s clear, it will show, Your curtains will close. But if your heart is cold, my sheets are warm. I will shelter you through the storm. I will shelter you all through the storm.
The answers aren’t so easy to find, The questions will have to do. ‘Cause I’ve lost myself deep in your life, My only fix is you.
‘Cause I know, that you know, You’re all over me now. And it’s clear, it will show, Your curtains will close. But if your heart is cold, my sheets are warm. I will shelter you through the storm. I will shelter you all through the storm.
Saying what I am, what we are, It’s a start towards the truth. Taking my breath with each day, All I can stand in my heart it’s you.
In the space between what’s wrong and right, You will find me waiting for you…
19:14
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Viruses thrive in my poor body...
19:17
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Downloading stupid office trial cos i went to reformat my com. For stupid project's day. grrrrr....
22:12
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
School is screwed up.
18:30
Monday, April 06, 2009
*blows in the breath of life* I just revived my blog!
22:51
Friday, March 13, 2009
My 500th post! And I'm back.(:
15:21
Thursday, March 05, 2009
Am leaving for Aussie tomorrow...
20:41
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
A superficial world I live in.
21:22
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Wish me luck for maths test tmr.
22:21
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Sacrifice - something we all need to learn how to do.
21:55
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
I wan to do so many things. Right now!
17:04
Monday, February 09, 2009
Today is Monday. Today is no PSP day. Today is boring day. Today is a cold day. Today is a sleepy day. Today is I-dun-wan-go-school-day.::)
21:52
Sunday, February 08, 2009
Rawr. homework again.
22:42
Saturday, February 07, 2009
I am so damn sleepy. Even though its the weekend. Can my life make anymore sense?
23:26
Thursday, February 05, 2009
Tuts my barreh? :D
20:38
I get shit before i reach home. I get shit too when I get home. So where in fuck's world should I go?!
19:58
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
I'm sleepy. But I can't sleep. So much for manage your time.
22:14
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
I'm not suited for school anymore. Too old.
21:32
Monday, February 02, 2009
Was down with the Monday blues this morning. After school, had a chem make-up session and was on chem high. O.O Chem ain't that hard after all. ^.^
20:30
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Went to Ruixian's house today with Tingle Wenjie and Kuoxian. Did nothing much though. Lol.
And this is the end of my weekend. >.<
22:30
Saturday, January 31, 2009
saturday saturday saturday! i'm thinking of how to get outta here.
14:29
Friday, January 30, 2009
It's the weekend! (:
21:11
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Damn lucky la, today never sleep in school, and the teachers never scold me. Yay. But tonight no need sleep again.
21:53
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Across the city from our little spot on the hilltop. Oh it's so pretty from way up there. We talked about how the lights from the buildings and cars, seemed like reflections of the stars, that shone out so pretty and bright, that night.
21:33
I have fucking tons of homework that I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO FINISH! Bradee hell.
20:14
Monday, January 26, 2009
Its the first day of the new year. Trying to come up with some plans but it's apparent that I'm the only one who IS free. ):
22:26
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Rawr. Tomorrow is CNY Eve. I want to go out!
13:14
Thursday, January 22, 2009
BUGS! Interesting. But gross.
16:55
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
The weekend is approaching.... I can almost taste it. Like strepsils blackcurrant.
21:22
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Where is the reset button???
17:33
Monday, January 19, 2009
I dun want to go to sku!!! *cough cough*
20:57
Sunday, January 18, 2009
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol den u should change ur nick le
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
WADEVA!!!!
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
change to "someones said my nick is old"
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
-.- cool
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
BLEH
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
*cough cough*
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
wth does tt mean
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
*cough cough cough* muahahaha i win
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
my throat still pain
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
o
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
get well soon
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
okie
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
who sing veri well in junkai part arh
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
spanks
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
ehhh
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
i dunno
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
lol
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
sam larh .. y everybody dunno
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
u noe how i noe?
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
why?
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
cuz i he put up a lot of advertisements. bus also got
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
Sam Sung
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
LOL
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
LAME
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
-.-
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
srry
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
i tot of it
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
den dun want to kip things to myself
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
ifnot become emo
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
cchewt say 1
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
in assembly lol
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
OH I SEEEEEE
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
i can imagine u saying tt perfectly
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
GAH
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
pain la throat
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
so use msn cuz dun 1 tok on fone right
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
NABEi
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
ahhh?
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
nvm -.- lame lar louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
ya lor
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
triple L
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
LOL
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
u also lame arh -.-
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
O.O
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
-.-
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
-.-
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
u doin wad
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
other than girls
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
blogging and toking to zw and blogging
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol and toking to louis
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
who btw is damn cool
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
dun tell louis arh
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
ok
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
sure
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
eh louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
someone said u suck
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol who
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
damn bad dat guy
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
he say cannot say
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
orh i noe le
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
nvm lar
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
he quite cool also
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol -.- i damn lame dun tel any1 about this convo pls
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
i shall copy and paste on my blog!!
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
dun
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
copy the sam thing
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
dun copy this
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
gah
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
see first
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
mwahahahah!!!!1
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
evil guy
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
=.=
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
xD
22:36
my cough is getting from bad to worse and worser. T.T Me throat pain. *cough cough cough out blood* O.O just kidding.(:
22:09
Friday, January 16, 2009
*cough cough* The doctor's medicine doesn't work! Walao!
22:24
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Here I am cold, aching, by myself. What can I do now? 2 days MC.
21:35
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Homework List: 1) Maths Textbook. 2) 20 pages of chemistry. 3) GSK Drill Mutuals. 4) Finish cup noodles. Trust me. They are enough to kill.
19:39
Monday, January 12, 2009
I want to earn money. I want to celebrate my Chinese New Year somewhere else.
21:06
Sunday, January 11, 2009
zzzzzz school tmr. BLOODY HELL!
21:25
Its sunday. First day of hk. Rawr. I don't want to go anywhere anymore!
10:48
Friday, January 09, 2009
I need sleep! T.T And time. Bleh.
Teddy misses you!
22:11
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
I just got home. I am so fucking shag. I dun want to go to school anymore. I want to spend time with you. I want to sleep too. Bleh.
22:33
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Second day of school and I fell asleep in class. hahahaha so funny. Teacher look at me like some animal like that. I need sleep!
I want to fall asleep with you!
16:52
Sunday, January 04, 2009
It's a Sunday. Rawr. I dun want to go to school!
13:19
Saturday, January 03, 2009
I'm at home alone drinking. Hahahah... I'm so gonna be dead. xP
22:03
Friday, January 02, 2009
First day of school was a biatch!!
21:57
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Happy NYE!!! I'm not in a very good mood. *pOuTz~~*
16:16
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Its NYE tomorrow. Dunno whether to be happy or not...
22:23
buying books buying books buying books....
12:13
Monday, December 29, 2008
The new year is approaching... On your marks... Get set... Oh No!!
22:04
The new year is coming approaching... On your marks... Get set... Oh No!!
22:04
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Went to class chalet yesterday. Walao the whole thing so last minute until dunno like wad lor... lol. Dorje say i veh domesticated. LOL.
14:38
Thursday, December 25, 2008
HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND A MERRY NEW YEAR!!! Hahaha... I'm wasting my day at home. But i got a very nice present.(:
14:24
Saturday, December 20, 2008
I'm fragging shag. The performance was nice. I think. Hee. I'm slpy...
22:38
Friday, December 19, 2008
Don't worry. Its all gonna be alright. (:
23:41
Thursday, December 18, 2008
I bought my red shoelaces le. (:
22:44
I'm going out soon. I don't really know how do you classify my life as really. Maybe that's why I have always been like that all this while. Gah. Oh well...neh neh yonglin asked me and tingle to go write script. And I'm gonna write 2 versions and give her one version to ownself edit. Hahahha! She doesn't like the story to be sad and dark but I want it to be sad and dark! Hahaha. Cannot stand her also. Hai. Okie, me needa go get ready to go out le.
12:46
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
I need to come up with a long term 10-year plan for myself. xP To the lab! uh... I mean to my room!
15:15
Monday, December 15, 2008
Its my 444th post. But its a happy post. Hee... I'm feeling light today. Ahahaha.....!!
22:55
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Hi, ben!
-Anonymous.
20:44
I am at kim tian now. Zzzzz... My cousin is still lazing in bed, and i thought we woke up late! I slept at like 0530 hours today. Hahahah! The last time I slept so early was on a wednesday during school term la. Talk on the phone until can hear the first bus stopping at the bus stop. xD I better start doing stuff to get ready for school.
And in another blink of an eye, school is starting again. Am I just gonna carry on wasting my time like that. Not as if I dun have anything else to live for but it is tiring to carry on living with this stupid burden.
18:29
Friday, December 12, 2008
Fucked up. grrr.. dunno why I'm putting up with all these shit.
I'm glad I still have you.[:
22:03
Thursday, December 11, 2008
hey all i'm back!! dunno why so many people know that i'm back even though apparently i only told 2 people. O.O i'm getting stalked!! uh-oh... heehee. i just wasted my time there luh. it would be better if i went with my friends instead... hmmm...
17:09
Friday, December 05, 2008
I'm leaving for hong kong tomorrow and i'm not feeling very happy. Urgh...
15:39
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
omg im finally online again! yay. after production and 4 days at my granny's. I'm finally home! hahaha I'm leaving for hong kong on saturday. actually dun really feel like going luh. zzZZZ. My mood is like weird. I'm in a weird mood.
21:48
Saturday, November 22, 2008
neh neh kenneth see made me do this neh neh quiz.
1. Besides your mouth, where is your favourite spot to get kissed? Neck. :D (Lick considered?)
2. Were you happy when you woke up today? Yes. (But I ain't telling why)
3. How about now? No. This question is retarded.
4. Do you eat candy on a daily basis? Nope.
5. Who was the last person you ate with? That man and woman with me sister and brother.
6. Are you currently taking a science class in school? A neh neh double science class.
7. Kiss on the first date? What about kiss on the first date? Can ask properly not?
8. Would you rather have chicken or steak? Steak!
9. What were you doing at 10 am? Waking up.
10. Are you different now than you were six months ago? I was 13+ back then...
11. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? Forgetted le.
12. How old will you be in 10 months? 15
13. Who was the last person to text you? Priscilla.
14. What month is your birthday in? May! (26th May. hyuk hyuk.)
15. Can you live a day without TV? Of course!
16. When was the last time you saw your dad? When I walked into the room.
17. How many pets do you have? I had my own fighting fish when I was P2 or something. And i think I over fed it with too many weird stuff.
18. Are you a female or a male? Male. If I remember correctly.
19. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? Bare feet. (Why?!)
20. What are you doing for your next birthday? Spend it.
21. What are you thinking about right now? Why am I so nice to listen to Kenneth See and do this quiz.
22. Any plans for next weekend? Well it's the weekend and I am here doing this quiz...
23. Do you smile a lot? Guess so.
24. When was the last time you cried and why? When I laughed too freaking hard.
25. Have you ever had a life-threatening injury? 1-gina. Well I am stuck living with 2 idiots.
26. What do you want to be when you grow up? Anyone except the person who came up with his quiz.
27. Do you like flying or driving? KNN. I cannot fly luh. So drive lor! Walao.
28. Do you know how to drive a stick shift? Maybe. But first, you gotta tell me what is a stick shift.
29. What is your favourite thing to spend money on? Everything.
30. Do you wear any jewelry daily? A necklace.
31. Who got you the jewelry you are currently wearing? Someone special. (O.o Believe?)
32. Who is the funniest person you know? Louis. LOL.
33. How often do you remember your dreams? Sometimes.
34. What is your ringtone? Well I don't really use it but is you really wanna know...Dare you to breathe lor.
35. Pass this quiz to 3 people You you and you.
13:27
AI is finally over! I got my badge. Yay. Sorry people. For those who msged me but i din reply one, is not cos i dun like you, is cos i in camp whole day so need to surrender my phone. hehheh...
I'm back!
13:19
Monday, November 17, 2008
dunno why i'm blogging cos all i wan to say is: "off to bed! (: I'm happy."
22:07
Friday, November 14, 2008
Its been a very very very very very very long time since i blogged! haha well i'm kinda busy on course so please understand. Every morning have to book in then evening book out. For the whole week, That's why got no time to use the computer loh. Arms are damn powderful now! Muahahah!!
22:30
Thursday, November 06, 2008
I'm a hungry man! Rawr!
Crayfish pasta anyone?
11:34
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
I'm gonna gamble.
12:37
Monday, November 03, 2008
I'm watching the 8 o'clock show. Touching.
Just like how you managed to touch my heart.
20:36
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Artist: 1st Lady Title: Never Be Replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we made can never be erased And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we made can never be erased And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I do I'll be with you as long as you want me to Until (until) the end (the end) of time
From the day I met you I knew we'd be together And now I know I wanna be with you forever I wanna marry you, and I wanna have your kids It can never compare to the feeling of your kisses I can say I'm truly happy to this day You make me thank God that I live my life everyday There's never been a doubt, in my mind That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go I think there's something I should probably let you know Enjoyed everyday, that I spend with you And I wont miss you cause I'm happy that I had you at all
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we made can never be erased And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we made can never be erased And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I do I'll be with you as long as you want me to Until the end of time
14:21
I am so not going to enjoy this week.
I miss you.
12:28
Friday, October 24, 2008
Procrastinating whether to find you or not was what made me stay through this camp.
I'm safe for now.
18:09
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Something incredible happened to me recently.
Off to OBS. I'm gonna miss my bed my pillow my bolster and everyone else who would miss me. Especially you.(:
22:32
Thursday, October 16, 2008
I wish time would stop. Let's just stay where we are.
18:12
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Have you ever experienced something in your life that made you think that you want time to stop just for you and that the things going on around you are no longer there?
Well, I have.
21:46
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Once there was this boy who fell in love with this girl. But many people objected to that relationship saying that it would not last and were telling the boy not to waste his time. After 2 months or so, they finally broke up. Someone asked the boy if he felt that he had wasted his time, he said, "No. I enjoyed every moment I spent with her even if it was just wasting time at her house. I love her."
11:09
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Its Tuesday. Ain't no school today. I'm busy rotting so please do not disturb me. It may affect the whole process and I may not rot properly.
14:07
Monday, October 06, 2008
Today was the last paper for my exams. Tomorrow no school. Good. Can sleep. Don't feel like saying anymore.
21:52
Sunday, October 05, 2008
I slept at 0500 hours today after a 4plus hour conversation with good friend. After that I woke up at 0800 hours and moved to the living room sofa to snooze until 0930 hours I think. After that that woman started making noise about me telling her last minute that I was suppose to go watch this show which was done in a playback format. Somehow after I manage to get out of the house so I went to bugis to meet good friend. And she treated me to sakae. So nice la she. She sent me the PonZi theme that she made! And I sent her 2 songs and now she's like addicted to one of them. The show was extremely interesting. Would like to go and watch it one more time and see the different reactions and hear the different stories told by the audience. After that went to kim tian. Apparently when I was downstairs, that man and woman also reached. Then they saw that the sleeves on my shirt were folded up. Cos hot wad. Then that woman said I just fight come back ah. And the man asked why my sleeves folded up, damn ugly. I was like hot wad. And got pissed all over again. After dinner when I was at my cousin's com, that woman asked my brother to come ask me a math question which I couldn't solve and so she took that chance to snatch the com away from me and so I became even more pissed off. After that we came home and here I am blogging away. My mood ain't good. Luckily good friend down here. hahaha.
What's gonna happen tomorrow?
19:55
Saturday, October 04, 2008
It's raining. I just woke up. My back hurts. I'm in a daze. I can't think straight. I keep thinking about the wrong things. My stomach's feeling funny. I wanna go out! My Power Rangers haven't download finish! Why is time so screwed?
12:16
Friday, October 03, 2008
I am not obliged to follow whatever your plans are if you did not mention it to me before. I am not your toy so just screw off. You keep making life difficult for me and everyone else. What is wrong with you?!
Good Friend is going to make me lose face! Evil woman...>.< What's going to happen after this??
19:31
Thursday, October 02, 2008
I went to my good friend's house yesterday to study. Hahaha but when I reach there I had to follow her go grocerise! o.O After studying then she cooked dinner for me. So nice wor~ tsk tsk. The battle has gone past midway!
19:37
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
范逸臣-除此之外
say goodnight晚安 谢谢你陪我一整个夜晚 close your eyes,be quiet 我明白你有自己的不安 很多来不及我不曾看见 我只遇见你的现在 不管你接受或离开 i hope to stay for a while 除此之外要你明白 你的笑我真是喜欢看 于是我一次又一次等待 其实都还算愉快 除此之外非常遗憾 你的心我还是打不开 and if you need somebody 我确定我会在 不会走开 so goodbye晚安 舍不得看你觉得不自在 it's alright,i'm fine 看起来这故事会写不完 很多差一点你没有发现 你只认识我的现在 不管你留下或走开 i'm gonna stay for a while 除此之外我要你明白 你的笑我真是喜欢看 于是我一次又一次等待 其实都还算愉快 除此之外非常遗憾 你的心我还是打不开 and if you need somebody 我确定我会在 除此之外我还在等待 你的心将为我敞开 but if you need somebody 你知道我会 不会走开
New friend say this song reminds her of the previous post.
01:04
What is Love. To some people, they say its a feeling that comes from one's heart. A strong desire for someone. Some people say that when you love someone, you should give him/her happiness. Some say that when you love someone, you should fight for him/her until you've got his/her heart. I'm a little different. I would fight for her happiness - what she thinks is best for her. Yes, what I'm saying may not be true in some sense. But it makes sense to me and is totally rational. 所谓情为何物. That's a question that is forever ongoing. I have a very clear idea of what's mine. What's yours?
00:29
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
My new friend is going crazy! Hahahah...battle at midway!!!
20:39
Monday, September 29, 2008
I made a new friend yesterday. And apparently, I seem to click with her. Muahahah!!! =D
21:31
Saturday, September 27, 2008
You can't fulfill what you had promised me. So Please stop making empty promises.
I saw a really nice Titus watch yesterday. But it was $350. There was a 50% discount though. Then I saw a really nice Boss watch. But it was $1630. There was a 40% discount though. I could buy none.
10:12
Thursday, September 25, 2008
I see your silhouette fading along with the landscape. My vision is starting to blur. I lose control. I lose myself.
21:34
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
I'm not in the "going to school!" mood. I dun want to go to school. Shag.
20:49
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
The days are passing by faster and faster. It isn't good right? Though I want time to pass faster, but i still want time to finish my responsibilities.
21:09
Monday, September 22, 2008
im feeling uneasy. rawr! time shld pass quickly. gogogo!
21:48
Sunday, September 21, 2008
无论你身在何处,我都会在这里为你守候.
21:26
paiseh ppl! for some reason i haven been able to use the com thts why din update. im not enjoying my life.
21:07
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Holy. Feeling damn shag. I just woke up luh. Need to chiong feature writing. Zhe Wei is freaking random.
Dunno why but I keep thinking that today is Thursday. Today my lip kept bleeding, so I tried using my sleeve to stop the bleeding but apparently it kept bleeding for the whole lesson and even until lesson was over. Think somebody went to cut me open. Rawr. I'm starting to cough!
17:31
Monday, September 15, 2008
hey, my 401st post.
Dun make me repeat myself. I have the right to judge you.
20:26
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Experiencing is definitely better and more effective than learning from books.
17:17
I'm not going to be grateful cos you fulfilled your responsibility. I'm not going to respect you just cos you fulfilled your responsibility. It isn't as easy as you think.
08:56
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Sorry people! So long din update, cos I'm busy mugging! But as time passes by, the days seem to be shorter and shorter...
18:06
Monday, September 08, 2008
You've been ignoring me.):
19:59
Sorry people! Din blog the pass few days. Well cos my dad din let me use com. And I've decided to start mugging!! rawr!! I need a life.
19:43
Saturday, September 06, 2008
It's saturday! I love saturdays.(:
11:17
Friday, September 05, 2008
School is starting. I'm gonna start doing homework.
16:31
Thursday, September 04, 2008
This would be how our future soldiers would be looking like. O.O The 3rd Generation SAF is changing the current camouflage uniform, also known as No.4, to the new uniform with a pixelised design which allows the soldier to blend in well with his surroundings.
I'm hungry. Wait...I'm always hungry. My ass feels funny...O.O What's going on??
14:56
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
If only time would stop for me.
16:50
Artist: Blink 182 Album: Blink 182 Year: 2005 Title: I Miss You
Hello there the angel from my nightmare The shadow in the background of the morgue The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me And we'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you I miss you) (I miss you I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted The Webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you) I miss you (miss you miss you) I miss you (miss you miss you) I miss you (miss you miss you) (I miss you miss you)
16:07
That woman is pissing me off. It never fails to happen every holiday. Fuck. Get away from me.
11:23
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
I am sleeping my life away...
18:53
my stomach is feeling funny.....heee...=D
10:29
Monday, September 01, 2008
i had a fever yesterday. when i took my temperature it was 39.3. when the act cute doctor took it it was 39.5. O.O but im ok le. the medicine damn qiang can!
11:47
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Trust - Years to build up, Seconds to shatter. Do you think its that easy to make us believe you again?
11:03
Friday, August 29, 2008
I saw Tze today on the bus when I was going j8 from my school. Actually it was she who sawedsaw me. Come to think about it, I have not been talking to them for quite a long while...
16:24
Thursday, August 28, 2008
My nose and throat is killing me...
20:08
I'm thinking...thinking...how am I supposed to do that?
But it's not so bad You're only the best i ever had You don't want me back You're just the best i ever had.
17:49
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
When is the right time to say the right things? Up till now I still dun have the answer.I think that's a question that we all dun have an answer. This is something that I'm gonna spend the rest of my life thinking about it. Being a person who doesn't really care much about what others think, I think up to this point I may have offended at least half the number of people in my contact list. But hey, we are all humans. We experience almost the same things in our lives(with some exception) so why are we so sensitive? I'm not a very sensitive person. So ya. But at some times when we are down we tend to get pissed off easily by the slightest provocation. But after that it's sunshine after rain again. So, why spend so much damn time trying to find the answer to this question. We have our whole lives to think about. In the meantime, cherish whatever is going on around you. One life. Live it. =D
21:36
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
I just finish my medical check-up for OBS. And I learn that I'm allergic to Septrim. O.O
21:06
All those words. Do they not mean anything to u at all?
17:24
Life is hard. But even if it's hard, we still gotta live. So I try to live it up as high as possible. But there are so many things that are pulling me down. I can't stand people who talk about me behind my back. What's worse is that this person is extremely petty. He just can't move on with his life. And I'm not exactly feeling very good about it. What's worst is that I have no choice but to live with this person. So that's the reason why I'm feeling so damn pissed. I'm not too fond of that person and I believe that that person isn't too fond of me too. But as much as I try my utmost best to not tread on his toes, he always tries his best to come and stomp on my feet. What is wrong with you. I can't stand it.
17:14
Monday, August 25, 2008
I'm so sleepy. My science teacher was asking us whether we want to get tattoos. Guess wad. I MAY be getting a spongebob tattoo that dances when I move my hand.
It rained so heavily suddenly in the morning. The weather these days has been on and off. I'm falling sick.
08:57
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Today was the annual Orienteering competition held by HQNCC at HQNCC. Sadly we lost. Let us not let this get our spirits down. Look back, learn our lesson, we move on. Today was beautiful. 21/8/08 - The Legacy Continues.
Fight for a Spirit never known before HCINCC. Where a Legacy Unfolds.
21:13
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
I'll TRY to make more sense next time la. Be patient. =D
18:32
OC Jiayou!!! make defending champions for 4 yrs straight! RAWR!!!
15:54
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
WELCOME BACK YONGLIN!!!!!!!!!!
21:25
A lack of common sense - e.g being bias. How's that going to help me?
21:16
Monday, August 18, 2008
Ignorance is sometimes a blessing. Though there is no room for ignorance in this harsh world...
19:39
Everything is changing. Until I dun even know what the hell is going on. And I lost my pencil case and cannot find it. I'm like fucked up.
18:56
Friday, August 15, 2008
Maturity - Is that something you can forge in someone? You think?
22:25
Thursday, August 14, 2008
my whole body is aching..and tmr there's orienteering. O.O Die.
20:49
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
O.O today during rifle pt zhewei told me SGT Shyh Horng was staring at me from behind. eeyer, so scary...lol..walao today rifle pt was damn hiong. scream until my adam want to come out alr. somemore yesterday went to run. tmr i no need get out of bed le...and i got fibre glass all over my body now. zzzzz..someone save me with corn starch!!
Have you ever asked yourself the same question that I'm asking myself?
21:23
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
its tuesday. a very cold day it seems. i ran to kap and thn ran bck to sku to find out tht i could go home and not meet my teacher alr. thn my whole shirt was so freaking wet. lala. my underwear too.=D i hope i get fever.
20:59
Monday, August 11, 2008
My brother bought a new pair of havianas yesterday and my cousins dun let me buy. neh neh pok. I NEED TO DO HOMEWORK!!
10:13
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Someone accompany me.
14:16
Saturday, August 09, 2008
I want to go out with you.):
22:39
1998 NDP Theme Song - Home A classic.
2000 NDP Theme Song - Shine on me Not much impression actually.
2000 NDP Theme Song(I think) - Moments of Magic I remember watching this on TV.
2001 NDP Theme Song(English) - Where I Belong Back during Singapore's hardest times. Tanya Chua is good.
2002 NDP Theme Song(Chinese) - We Will Get There
2003 NDP Theme Song(English) - One United People One of my favourite.(:
2004 NDP Theme Song(English) - Home
2005 NDP Theme Song(English) I like Rui En.
2006 NDP Theme Song(English) - My Island Home Kaira Gong very pretty.(:
2006 NDP Special.
2007 NDP Theme Song(English) - There's no place I'd rather be
2007 NDP Theme Song(English) - Will You
2008 NDP Theme Song(English) - Shine for Singapore
We have grown quite a bit. Happy Birthday Singapore!
21:18
Happy Birthday Singapore!!! lalala. =D
20:06
Thursday, August 07, 2008
short short post. (: lalalalalalalala
14:32
Saturday, August 02, 2008
wah tmr got cip. zzz 630 need to go botanic gardens...i wan to die alr...i hate sku!! stupid tests. dunno why but im sian. and this post is retarded.
08:16
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Thanks for screwing my day.
22:01
Monday, July 28, 2008
Rawr!! tht neh neh pok is making me damn luan now..:P heee..
Whenever I dun talk to You, I feel really screwed inside. Everytime I talk to You, I feel that I should not have talked to You.
21:34
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Albi the racist dragon.
13:53
SYFOC'08
12:54
I went to watch the dark knight yesterday. not bad sia...tsk tsk. and inside got edison chen somemore. though he only appeared for 3 secs only..also dunno why they ask him go act. like abit waste ah?? hai...i only slept for 4 hrs can. zzz...i was on the phone last night...thn talk talk talk until 430. lol...we are so screwed la!! =P
09:18
Friday, July 25, 2008
Artist: Lost Prophets Album: Start Something Title: Last Train Home
One! Two! Three!
To every broken heart in here Love was once a part, but now it's disappeared She told me that it's all part of the choices that your making Even when you think you're right You have to give to take
But there's still tomorrow Forget the sorrow And I can be on the last train home Watch it pass the day As it fades away No more time to care No more time, today
But we sing If we're going nowhere Yeah we sing If it's not enough And we sing Sing without a reason To ever fall in love
I wonder if you're listening Picking up on the signals Sent back from within Sometimes it feels like I don't really know whats going on Time and time again it seems like everything is wrong in here
But there's still tomorrow Forget the sorrow And I can be on the last train home Watch it pass the day As it fades away No more time to care No more time, today
But we sing If we're going nowhere Yeah we sing If it's not enough And we sing Sing without a reason To ever fall in love
Well we sing if we're going nowhere Yeah we sing if it's not enough And we sing Sing without a reason to ever fall in love
But we sing If we're going no where Yeah we sing If it's not enough And we sing Sing with out a reason to never fall in love To never fall in love again
20:09
HAPPY BIRDBIRTHDAY MELLISSA!!! Haha...
oh i forgot wad i wan to say again... AHHHH! something abt sku. oh JK's blog is getting famous!! And his blog is used to educate our class. not bad sia!! =D
20:06
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Its raining and its cold. Yes, im falling into a trance again.
I'm going to stop changing soon.
20:42
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Robot sucker lick my battery. 0000001.... 00000011.... 00000111.... 000001111....
20:43
Im feeling extremely weird. Its spinning. I cant get you out of my head. Rawr...there's training tmr...
When will you notice me? When will you be back?
17:48
Monday, July 21, 2008
Yay new skin!!! Time to do homework.
18:29
Seems to me that i have been losing myself all these while. Since the beginning of the year i have not been myself. I need to get over everything and move on. And dunno why I've been feeling weird all the time. Im feeling screwed.
I still remember what is coming up. I will remember.
17:51
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Training yesterday was different. Not nice. Though I know that we are supposed to be up to that mark, but i'm not very fond of being shallow here.
I've got A1 for maths after so long.
I've been a good boy.(:
07:19
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Im kinda close. but still kinda far. i hav no idea wad im saying. i need to do homework. screw tits homework.
19:34
Monday, July 14, 2008
I'm in search for myself.
17:51
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Artist: The Killers Album: Sam's Town Year: 2006 Title: Exitlude
ggressively we all defend the role we play Regrettably time’s come to send you on your way We’ve seen it all bonfires of trust flash floods of pain It doesn’t really matter don’t you worry it’ll all work out No it doesn’t even matter don’t you worry what it’s all about We hope you enjoyed your stay It’s good to have you with us, even if it’s just for the day We hope you enjoyed your stay Outside the sun is shining, seems like heaven ain’t far away It’s good to have you with us Even if it’s just for the day It’s good to have you with us even if it’s just for the day Outside the sun is shining, seems like heaven ain’t far away It’s good to have you with us Even if it’s just for the day It’s good to have you with us even if it’s just for the day Outside the sun is shining, seems like heaven ain’t far away
11.7.2008 HCINCC As a Legacy Unfolds.
13:38
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
haha i wonder wad will we be like 2 yrs from now. the 29 of us. teehee~
20:45
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Today we rundded ran 7km. Like this is my first time running 7 km la! And we kinda finished it in 56mins 10s. Also dunno whether good or not. zzzZZZ.
The say that in the army! The food very nice. You ask for curry chicken, They go roast Foo Jun Kai give you chao ta rice!
Stand up! Be on your guard. Come on everybody, Soul and Heart. Do it for our nation, Do it for our Singapore~~~HA!!! (:
Artist: Cascada Album: Everytime We Touch Year: 2006 Title: One More Night
You are all I can remember after all that we've been through forever in my heart
now i'm through and June feels like november so cant believe its true too long we've been apart
one more night i wanna be with you where i wanna hold you tight it feels so right tonight so leave it up to you and i think the time is right to stop the fight
one more night i wanna be with you where i wanna hold you tight it feels so right tonight so leave it up to you and i think the time is right to stop the fight
stop the fight..
stop the fight..
why can't true love be forever why did my dream explode the day you went away cause i will keep the spare together i wish you well of hope a girl from yesterday
one more night i wanna be with you where i wanna hold you tight it feels so right tonight so leave it up to you and i think the time is right to stop the fight
one more night i wanna be with you where i wanna hold you tight it feels so right tonight so leave it up to you and i think the time is right to stop the fight
hey check it out now
18:08
Artist: Cascada Album: Everytime We Touch Year: 2006 Title: Ready For Love
You took a piece of my heart I never thought that this could fall apart You said you fell in love And this was more than I had ever been afraid of Another life Another happy ending cuts like knife Another place, another time Another hand to touch, another sun to shine
You got me deeper than deep and I'm constantly blinded I'm running around but there's no place to hide I start to talk in my sleep, our souls have divided Why can't they forgive me these demons inside Deeper than deep and I'm constantly blinded My heart starts to shiver for I was letting up I start to talk in my sleep, cause our souls have divided How can it be that you're ready for love
Ready for love ...
How can it be that you're ready for love .....
Time will tell A single day had helped me break this spell Don't want to be alone When will I be understood when is my kingdom to come Another boy, another life Another happy ending, and I'll be alive Another place, another time Another hand to touch, another sun to shine
You got me deeper than deep and I'm constantly blinded I'm running around but there's no place to hide I start to talk in my sleep, our souls have divided Why can't they forgive me these demons inside Deeper than deep and I'm constantly blinded My heart starts to shiver for I was letting up I start to talk in my sleep, cause our souls have divided How can it be that you're ready for love
How can it be that you're ready for love ...
How can it be that you're ready for love ...
18:07
yesterday was the last training we had with this current batch of ncos. come to think abt it, time passed really quickly. seems like one has really got to grasp every chance that passes by. opportunity slips real quickly until there isnt even time for regrets.
Let's move on.(:
18:03
Thursday, July 03, 2008
Artist: Hinder Album: Extreme Behavior Year: 2005 Title: Lips Of An Angel
Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel
And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel
Honey why you calling me so late?
this song has been in my head since i last heard it 5 days ago.
15:45
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
I thought I was lucky to have found you.
I am glad that I had You. And I am still glad that You are still here.
21:28
Happy BirdBirthday NCC! Happy Birthday SAF!
haven been blogging, sku's started, my mind is whirling, im not really in correct shape for sku. im thinking of stuffs that i shldnt be thinking of. not tht kind of stuff la.
I'm still waiting dear.
18:52
Saturday, June 28, 2008
The cheers of 10+thousand ppl. It does sound nice. We did it. Impressed.
PC please let me go OC say no no no Mummy I wanna go home~
Shower time Bending over Felt something Up my ass Turned around To my horror It's my buddy and his rifle in me~
09:12
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
I want my old self back...
18:57
walao!! sku is totally not fun la! now all there is is SYF, after tht got no more programmes alr...zzzzzzzz..urgh..i realise tht i lost alot of stuffs on my way.
16:38
Sunday, June 22, 2008
fibre glass keeps getting stuck on my hands!! tmr sku starts. im so not looking forward to it.
08:59
Thursday, June 19, 2008
screwtits. hey...school is re-opening.
19:32
i'm kinda screwed now... hehheh...
Where are You? ):
11:59
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
my 321st post! heehee... i have fibre glass now all over my arms from all the rifles and its itching like crazy!! gah gah!!! training rocks la, jus 2 trainings and we are almost there alr!! yayballs.
Remember what we are doing this for. Not to perform but to IMPRESS.
19:22
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
i'm pretty much speechless now...i need a course to help me regulate and organise my thoughts.
16:01
Saturday, June 14, 2008
ahhh...i'm back home. i went to hk to day for their production: Breakout. hahaha it was real nice...but im quite sad that i couldnt get involve in this time's production.
thn went to cathay with denise to watch Kung-Fu Panda but in the end the seats not really nice, so we went to GV at plaza sing and the seats were still really shitty, so we chnged our show and watched Hulk instead. it was not bad la...but i think its abit weird...teehee! thn after that i went home with denise, and her dog is really really cute! it was totally hyper la!thn after tht i came home loh~ (:
Baby is aslp(:
23:09
Thursday, June 12, 2008
well, its unbearable, the heat is abit high today! omg...im complaining abt the heat. but anws, i'm sweating in my house although i'm jus sitting and playing the piano... this kinda rocks u know...i'm abit worried abt SYF. although i keep reading the drill list. i can only understand the drills and staggerings but not the formation. zaza...
15:15
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
wah.. the food testing yesterday almost made my stomach burst la! but it was real nice...hahah!! the new song for our PDS performance for SYF is real nice!
12:10
Monday, June 09, 2008
Artist: Cascada Album: Perfect Day Year: 2007 Title: What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don't bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away
And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I'm doin' it It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone Still harder, getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken
What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away
And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away
And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away
And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do
16:59
i jus had my first tuition lesson jus now in the morning. my tuition teacher is very nice...haha and she also very easy laugh...i think...ah wadeva...me now dunno wad to do..whole wk got no training...zzzzzz...
15:30
Sunday, June 08, 2008
sorry people...i went to sen tosa yesterday to celebrate me cousins' bdaes. the villas there are real cool! with a jacuzzi of their own. and its like totally cool... and we slep at like 4 in the morning and thn i woke up at 9 today! hahah...so im like damn sleepy now....zzzz...
I'm still waiting...(:
18:14
Friday, June 06, 2008
hello one and all, haven been posting for quite some time cos i have been rather busy this few days..ahh well..and i forgot wad i wanted to say...heeheehee...
one time, when i was bathing, and i had soap in my eyes, and it was like burning, so i like went to wash my eyes...........with soap.
14:58
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
bus rides are fun(:
13:17
Monday, June 02, 2008
last friday during camp we went to changi to do a N.E trail/amazing race, and i realised tht the places tht we went, most were haunted... yikes... especially this place called Netheravon Road. omg...we shld really go old changi hospital one day... if i am at company chalet now, we maybe able to go alr...
20:38
Artist: Augustana Album: All The Stars And Boulevards Year: 2005 Title: Stars & Boulevards
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed This world you must've crossed
you said You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,She said You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across An open field, When flowers gaze at you they're not the only ones who cry When they see you You said
You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah, She said You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,
She said I think I'll go to Boston I think I'll start a new life, I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name, I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather, I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain... I think I'll go to Boston, I think that I'm just tired I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind... I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset, I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah, You don't know me, you don't even care
Boston... where no one knows my name yeah Where no one knows my name Where no one knows my name Yeah Boston Where no one knows my name
16:32
Artist: Augustana Album: All The Stars And Boulevards Year: 2005 Title: Stars & Boulevards
Wait dear, a white horse is walking down my street here, your words are creeping at my feet I fear, sunrise will come to soon and you'll disappear into the haze of this city and go south...
look out, they're coming after us with big guns, they're only gonne tell you all the bad things I've done even if they words they say aren't true they've won, any I'm left here dyin in the sun
oh...seems like I'm always on my own, seems like I'm never coming home seems like I'm always on my own...
late nights, won't do me justice cause when I drink...I just get so damn depressed, and its not like, I ain't trying to get over you. it's just hard to look at the seasons, pass me over too...
oh...seems like I'm always on my own, seems like I'm never coming home seems like I'm always on my own... (all the stars and boulevards ain't close enough for you...)
one last phone call from you, it wouldn't hurt much, just like to hear your voice and pretend to touch, any inch of you that hasn't said it all or read it all or sung my life away
16:29
until now, i still dunno wads wrong with me...
12:49
until now, i still dun understand wads wrong with me....
12:48
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Im just not good with words...
11:56
Saturday, May 31, 2008
yay..today booked out!! muahaha...3 days din bathe..now finally get to bathe at home.
I missed You dearly back in camp.(:
16:54
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
We're gonna do it this time. The time is here again for us to prove to the world, that we are the best. This is when our blood and sweat will be shed, left on the tiles, the concrete. The time is now. Blood Sweat Tears - a Legacy to Remain. And WE are gonna leave our Legacy behind. The drills that we have yet to perfect. The standard we have yet to reach. We are reaching it tomorrow.
whenever You talk to me...I forget about everything else...
17:34
I woke up at 1 in the morning to find that You have yet to call me. I woke up at 2 in the morning to find that You still have not called me. I woke up at 4 in the morning to realise that You have yet to miss me. I woke up at 7 and stayed awake till 8 to know that You have yet to remember me.
09:37
I look forward to seeing You home everyday... And I look forward to hearing Your voice every night.
09:31
Monday, May 26, 2008
Artist: Nelly Furtado Album: Loose Year: 2006 Title: All Good Things (Come To An End)
Honestly what will become of me don't like reality It's way too clear to me But really life is daily We are what we don't see Missed everything daydreaming
[Chorus:] Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to end? come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to an end?
Traveling I only stop at exits Wondering if I'll stay Young and restless Living this way I stress less I want to pull away when the dream dies The pain sets it and I don't cry I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to end? come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were whistling a new tune Barking at the new moon Hoping it would come soon so that they could Dogs were whistling a new tune Barking at the new moon Hoping it would come soon so that they could Die die die die die
Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to end? come to an end come to an Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were barking at a new moon Whistling a new tune Hoping it would come soon And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day 'til the feeling went away And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and the rain forgot how to bring salvation the dogs were barking at the new moon Whistling a new tune Hoping it would come soon so that they could die
heppy birthday to me~
11:32
Sunday, May 25, 2008
WALAN... im feeling damn emo now... the sichuan show earthquake thingy is driving me crazy!!
21:55
Life is so fragile...it scares the creeps outta me..I'm sorry...
21:47
You made a hole in my heart today. I'll still be waiting and hoping.
When am I gonna realise it was just that the time was wrong..
21:04
Saturday, May 24, 2008
We are one. And we don't need anyone else.
09:51
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
By telling me that, You tore my heart apart.
Things are done more properly face to face.
22:44
You left me alone by myself. In the night when no one was around. All which was a pack of lies Was there really no feelings? Or did you just mean to make a fool outta me? I don't understand.
I was alone by myself. In the night waiting for you. All which i thought was true. There were real feelings. This isn't a joke, no, especially not you. I understand now...
I'm back to Square 0 again. It just keeps happening. What should I do? I can't do anything I guess.
*Typing this is painful.
22:25
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
i guess people's feelings change in just a matter of moments...well, wad can i do abt it??
20:40
Monday, May 19, 2008
I didn't mean to fall in love with u. But baby there's a name for wad u put me through. It Isn't Love it's robbery. I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me.
But i did it willingly.
21:36
Artist: Dire Straits Album: Alchemy Live Year: 1984 Title: Romeo And Juliet
a lovestruck romeo sings a streetsuss serenade laying everybody low with a lovesong that he made finds a convenient streetlight steps out of the shade says something like you and me babe how about it?
juliet says hey it's romeo you nearly gimme a heart attack he's underneath the window she's singing hey la my boyfriend's back you shoudn't come around here singing up at people like that anyway what you gonna do about it?
juliet the dice were loaded from the start and i bet and you exploded in my heart and i forget i forget the movie song when you gonna realize it was just that the time was wrong juliet?
come up on different streets they both were streets of shame both dirty both mean yes and the dream was just the same and i dreamed your dream for you and now your dream is real how can you look at me as i was just another one of your deals?
when you can fall for chains of silver you can fall for chains of gold you can fall for pretty strangers and the promises they hold you promised me everything you promised me thick and thin now you just say oh romeo yeah you know i used to have a scene with him
juliet when we made love you used to cry you said i love you like the stars above i'll love you till i die there's a place for us you know the movie song when you gonna realize it was just that the time was wrong?
i can't do the talk like they talking on the tv and i can't do a love song like the way its meant to be i can't do everything but i'd do anything for you i can't do anything except be in love with you
and all i do is miss you and the way we used to be all i do is keep the beat and bad company all i do is kiss you through the bars of a rhyme julie i'd do the stars with you any time
juliet when we made love you used to cry you said i love you like the stars above i'll love you till i die there's a place for us you know the movie song when you gonna realize it was just that the time was wrong?
a lovestruck romeo sings a streetsuss serenade laying everybody low with a lovesong that he made finds a convenient streetlight steps out of the shade says something like you and me babe how about it?
Im alone and home with nothing to do and im feeling damn fucked up now.
15:53
i know i know you got to go so hurry back home cos i miss you so.
my heart beats irregularly my mood plunges down my spirit disappears when u are not with me.
13:24
i seriously wan my life back. i need it.
12:24
I know, the same thing is going to happen again...I'm getting scared...
friday's training, i heard my ncos shouting at this mofo who made so much damn noise when we were doing some training for IMT. bloody kao peh. anws...i jus woke up and im feeling dam weird now, so i dun think i can blog abt anything properly now. so, im gonna go off now! beebee.
09:53
Thursday, May 15, 2008
after reading all my previous posts, i realise tht i am really rather emo.. and that scareded the shit out of me. oh well...maybe i shld revert bck to my original state. in the meantime, ill go get ready my uniform for tmr's training. beebee.
15:52
my arms and legs are aching like siao. yesterday was damn cool. TK good, did 1,111 push ups in an hour. he good lor! i need to start training harder!!!
sometimes i wish you would always be by my side.
14:49
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
my 280th post.
Dun worry dear. Its all going to be ok. *I wanna see and feel that smile on your face again.
19:13
i went to cut my hair. now it looks damn nice (HAHA). i want to get back wad i've lost on my way through this long long road. where are you??
not i say one, my sis friend taught her thn she taught me.
so i wuld like to ask u 2 a question, when i dun study, u say i must put my studies as my first priority. so when im discussing project with my mentor and din call home, u say its my fault cos i never put my family as my first priority. so am i your father or your mother?? why are u giving me so much bullshit up till now. its been 14 yrs.
18:49
Sunday, May 11, 2008
ok i feel that im really random to be even posting abt my teachers.. holy i really got no life alr... anws.. i went to watch broadway beng 3 yesterday at the drama centre at the national library. no doubt it was funny but i think sebastian tan was feeling really tired alr.. cos i noticed that he was trying really hard to not let the atmosphere die down, so in the end he started to make alot alot of unnecessary noise, and he also kept repeating the same 3 words, 'da jia hao', in hokkien la. but besides that...its ok luh.. u guys shld go watch. actually i believe that to decide whether this play is good or not, it is best to watch it twice first, than compare it with the first time and the second time, than compare it with other plays. u all say right or not??? lol... ok u guys can go ponder over this, while ill go and solve my problems.
12:07
Saturday, May 10, 2008
English Teacher: Ms Grace Chua Description: She never ceases to amaze stun me.She's very easily amused (she laughs at whatever i say). Uh...her vocab very good (duh). Er...she's quite nice luh..ok la... omg i hope she doesnt sees this la..waha okok.. i shall just go watch tv.
12:21
Friday, May 09, 2008
today was the sec2 parents symposium and yes, my parents went to meet my teachers. so i thought i would blog abt my teachers today.
Form Teacher/Chinese Teacher: Mr DorjekarmakungaOnggs@hc.edu.sg Dennis Ong. Description: Likes to slowly talk in class until link here link there to other irrelevant stuffs. Mix well with the students. Talking to him i think shld be able to relieve stress ba. I must admit though that he cares quite alot abt us and really wants to know more abt us so as to help us. I heard from my mom and dad saying that he told them tht i gave him lian se to kan one time. I dun really remember but if i did, sorry teacher! (:
Maths Teacher: Mr Colin Toh. Description: Very young. Very fit(can do alot of pull ups i think!). He is the man who helped me to improve my maths!! From an F9 to an A2!! own loh.. so i really have to thank him, for spending time with me every morning to do maths and give me extra drilling. He like to say 'quadratic equations' into 'quaaaaaadratik equations'. Waha!
yah im only gonna describe this 2 first. Tmr thn continue ba..you guys can slowly wait!!!
22:40
Thursday, May 08, 2008
I still want an answer to all the question marks streaming in my head now.. Who would want to go on a journey with me to search for these answers??
20:45
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
i shall use a picture today instead of typing. im too lazy to type alr... ;D
20:29
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
undo...do...undo... za... yes i have to run away...
21:38
Sunday, May 04, 2008
I AM FUCKING PISSED!!!!!
Why cant u 2 jus leave my life?! Why cant u 2 jus fuck off?! Why must u 2 make my life so miserable?! I'm suffering here becos of ur stupidity and ur childishness!! Why must u 2 do this to me?! Why cant u 2 just grow up?! Why do u just love subjecting me to this shit?! WHY?! Why the fuck do u 2 have to be in my life in the first place?! Fuck off man just FUCK OFF!!! Get out of my life!!
I thought of being nice. I thought of making u happy. But it seems to me like u guys dun care. When i got into my secondary school, u said that it was my duty to get into this school. I tell u not! It isnt my duty to get into this school. It is my choice to get into this school. U do not decide on my duties. U do not control me. U have not proven your worth to be able to control me yet. u have just proven to us that u are worthless and unreasonable to talk to. U GUYS ARE FUCKED UP AND WE HATE U!
*To all readers: in case u dunno who im talking abt. they are 2 adults that lives in my hse namely the "father" and "mother".
13:28
life is full of changes. but i'd prefer life to leave me alone...
11:01
Saturday, May 03, 2008
why cant u two just get out of my life?!?! isit really that hard?!?!
im so pissed now that no amount of power rangers can cheer me up!!!
except maybe you.
17:53
Thursday, May 01, 2008
i forgotten wad i wanted to post abt. but if u guys noticed. my posts are getting happier and happier! YAYtitsballs
15:50
after reading alot of blogs from my unit. I feel rather assured. the feelingchemistry (dunno wad word to use la)is inside all of us. must be the bond that is putting us all together. hey hey! im not that sad anymore...screw that dog. cos i know that we are all linked (in a sense)
and THIS TOTALLY ROCKS! =D
14:59
i was at j8 jus now having lunch when i heard a little boy saying i love you to his grandma and grandpa...hmmmmm... food for thought?
14:26
we are strong.
so is the computer! (:
11:45
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
something is going on inside me... oh no...
22:28
my sis was telling me on the bus that her secondary school clique are all separated now and scattered around singapore... there is a sense of longing lingering all of them. i guess this is jus something that we all have to go through. separations, meeting new ppl. guess one has to just look forward... learn to put things down...right?
21:23
today was calm... at least till now... im getting lost here...
16:06
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
In the depth of winter I finally learned that Within me lays an invincible summer.
-from kenneth see's blog-
19:50
Affirmation Ceremony'08 HCINCCPDS Performers. something we'll never forget.
my sweat on my kitchen floor jus after doing 20 pull ups and 100 pumpings. I'm so LOUSY!!!
there is something happening. something revoulutionary. hope everyone understands what im saying..
19:27
i love the nombor tiga!! zi lian~ :D
18:18
u have become an inseparable part of me (:
18:14
Monday, April 28, 2008
Remember this.
21:40
Faith makes one strong. So let's all have faith in ourselves, in others. Those who are right beside us whenever we need them. You.
Why do we always want more? How can one be happy and enjoy luxury at the same time?! Isnt life about sacrifices?
Today was quite an... emotionally draining day. Something that we trained so hard for, its not going to happen. But the training on saturday i thought wasnt wasted. Our bond, was strengthened. A Company. Something is happening, a revolution is about to take place right here, in HCINCC. Whole lot, remember wad we are doing this for. It is not about the school. It is about us. We know that we are powerful till the fact that we are already a threat to the school. This is no ordinary unit. This is HCINCC. One For All, All For One. Remember this, we are soaring up, going further each day. *Don't Cry Because Its Over. Smile Because it happened.*
why do i have so many doubts in my mind?? is this normal??
19:12
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
love isnt blind. love can see but jus dun mind.
22:21
guess not all people are born with silver titssilver wings a silver spoon in their mouth.
21:47
i want chinese in my com!! so i can type my zuo wen here. hahah...
its because i dun dare to talk to u 2. thts why i dun wan to talk to u 2.
i have so many things to say to you...
21:22
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Artist: Groove Coverage Album: 7 Years & 50 Days Year: 2004 Title: Poison
Your cruel deep eyes Your blood like ice One look could kill My pain your thrill
I wanna love you, but I better not touch I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much I wanna taste you but your lips are venomous poison You're poison running through my veins You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains
Your mouth so hot Your web I'm caught Your skin so wet Black lace on sweat
I hear you calling and it's needles and pins I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name Don't wanna touch you, but you're under my skin I wanna kiss you but your lips are venomous poison You're poison running through my veins You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains
17:25
Artist: E-Type Album: Euro IV Ever In America Year: 2006 Title: When I Close My Eyes
I've been hiding, forgotten I almost got away but now it's all coming back and it's time for me to stay I've seen it all pass me by in my hibernating state now I am here once again and it's time to meet my fate
When I'm on my own (coming up, coming up) you're still there When I'm all alone (coming up, coming up) always there
When I close my eyes takes me back to the start where it all seemed so right now we've drifted apart when I close my eyes then we're back at the start where it all seemed so right how come you're still in my heart
This is the perfect moment I'm on to something good there is no fear I will always know I did what I could if something stands in my way then I will break down the door so please don't stand in my way 'cause then it's a full-out war
When I'm on my own (coming up, coming up) you're still there When I'm all alone (coming up, coming up) always there
When I close my eyes takes me back to the start where it all seemed so right now we've drifted apart when I close my eyes then we're back at the start where it all seemed so right how come you're still in my heart
When I close my eyes you are on your way tonight you come all of the way to my heart
I've been hiding, forgotten I almost got away but now it's all coming back and it's time for me to stay I've seen it all pass me by in my hibernating state now I am here once again and it's time to meet my fate
when I close my eyes then we're back at the start where it all seems so right how come you're still in my heart
When I close my eyes takes me back to the start where it all seemed so right now we've drifted apart when I close my eyes then we're back at the start where it all seemed so right how come you're still in my heart
Incompatible, it don't matter though 'cos someone's bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do You're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit There's enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in line
Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seem so transitory They're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone If there's a soulmate for everyone
sweet but sad
17:14
we did it. HCINCC - Blood Sweat and Tears. A Legacy to Remain.
What if we strive for just Blood & Sweat and Tears.. A Legacy to Remain.
17:07
time passes so slowly when u r not with me... i wish that the whole could know how i really feel.
I want to hold you so tightly...
17:06
Monday, April 21, 2008
i wanna run away too... i wanna give up too... but can i?
21:18
Sunday, April 20, 2008
singapore is very nice at night. i wonder when will i get to see it again... i miss those days where i was more free. i guess its over now.
something life changing happened in '06
something life changing happened in '07
wonder wads gonna happen next...
17:39
Friday, April 18, 2008
there are sometimes when even we cant see ourselves properly. no point trying to look at wad is going around you. its useless.
21:25
fuck. this is really shitty fucky... go back to your dream world.
21:21
Thursday, April 17, 2008
work is piling up to my neck... i cant sleep anymore.
20:22
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
I'm so full now... gah... oh.. HAPPYBIRD BIRTHDAY CHAR!!! Hehheh...
where are you???
I wanna hold you till the morning light...
21:03
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Your face is deeply etched in my mind.
I'm gonna go even deeper now...
21:01
Monday, April 14, 2008
Artist: Secondhand Serenade lyrics Album: A Twist In My Story Year: 2008 Title: Fall For You
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended I always swore to you I'd never fall apart You always thought that I was stronger I may have failed but I have loved you from the start
Oh, But hold your breathe Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find It's impossible So breathe in so deep Breathe me in I'm yours to keep And hold on to your words Cause talk is cheap And remember me tonight When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night That I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find
its so pathetic, my school needs to teach people how to be a better person. but looks like the people in my school really needs it... sheesh.. history file is killing me... so is that woman..........
21:29
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
sorry... the world is the paradox... tv and life dun fit together. the only thing tht actors need to do is to put up a false front. xi ru ren sheng, ren sheng ru xi. is this really true?? i dun really believe this anymore. the only reason why ppl watch tv is cos tv shows depict the very little things in life that apparently all of us miss in our daily lives cos we are too busy trying to excel. and why do these ppl have time to make this shows?? cos its the only thing tht they need to do and they get paid to do. so lets all stop watching tv and get the wrong ideas..
why am i so weird? damn.. this whole wk is so bloody tiring. today was a bummer alr.. al the files all the tests and bulshit.. fuck this world... i wan to live in my world.. why cant i have my own world?? everything tht is being taught in school... does it really help?? or isit more abt knowing how to be a better person.. i guess not.. this world is not jus abt a nice person. its abt a person who can produce hardcore evidence and papers to prove that they can study... EQ and IQ is a paradox!! stop watching tv...it jus contaminates your mind... if u carry on like u will also get eliminated from this damn world. i wanna run away....
or isit sargeant?? or sarjend?? :P got the rank thingy from the PartCs' PartA forum. LOL.
15:05
I need to brush up on my english.....HEHHEH...
14:47
Once upon a time, there was a wise man who used to go to the ocean to do his writing. He had a habit of walking on the beach before he began his work.
One day, as he was walking along the shore, he looked down the beach and saw a human figure moving like a dancer. He smiled to himself at the thought of someone who would dance to the day, and so, he walked faster to catch up.
As he got closer, he noticed that the figure was that of a young man, and that what he was doing was not dancing at all. The young man was reaching down to the shore, picking up small objects, and throwing them into the ocean.
He came closer still and called out "Good morning! May I ask what it is that you are doing?"
The young man paused, looked up, and replied "Throwing starfish into the ocean."
"I must ask, then, why are you throwing starfish into the ocean?" asked the somewhat startled wise man.
To this, the young man replied, "The sun is up and the tide is going out. If I don't throw them in, they'll die."
Upon hearing this, the wise man commented, "But, young man, do you not realize that there are miles and miles of beach and there are starfish all along every mile? You can't possibly make a difference!"
At this, the young man bent down, picked up yet another starfish, and threw it into the ocean. As it met the water, he said, "It made a difference for that one."
**************************** stoled from my senior blog. my mood changed too when i read it..
14:45
rawr... why so many projects coming at one time!! teacher shld really try to spread things out luh...
What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger So do it happily.
14:25
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
u keep saying slp is important. but is there time to slp?? shut up....
21:56
Sunday, March 23, 2008
its easy to scold urself and blame urself. but its not easy to chng....
17:01
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Two tear drops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him, who are you?" ...... "I'm the teardrop of the man who regrets letting a girl go"
gee my mood changed after i read this. it changed instantly.
14:35
blog blog blog blog blog! slop slop slop slop slop!
12:59
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
i need sleep!!
22:00
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Seek the strings that control you. Cut them when you're ready.
Reflect upon your past.
Life skills will not help Its all about your numbers.
STOP dreaming. The harsh world leaves no room for dreamers. It's time to wake up Carry on like this and you shall be eliminated. You won't and you don't fit in.
I'm Sorry.
It's no use!
I know I can't do things well So I don't do.
It's not about you It's about doing it You do it even if you know you suck. There are no emotions in this world.
Am I not right? Guess I don't belong here.
There is no place you can go.
Just not here.
You have no choice.
...... I can't.
You have no choice. You don't try, You do it.
Can't I excel in other things?
Try finding time.
I have no choice.
You have no choice.
There I go. This is not solved. I can't help it.
Bullshit. Face yourself. You are alone. There is no one here to help you.
I'm alone...
From Me to Me by ME.
You know there are times when ppl ask u to take some time off and look at the beautiful things in life? Well this ppl are extremely free ppl. DON'T listen to them! u know u dun have the luxury to do that. they are jus quoting.
19:26
Sunday, March 16, 2008
well..the holidays have ended.. its bck to school for most ppl. the weekends have ended, its gng to be bck to work for those working.
The sky is real blue today. I wish my sky would be this blue everyday. What colour is your sky?
bus rides totally rocks...it really is the only time u get to think. wonder if mrt rides wuld be the same..
17:17
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
shitfuck...im gonna need help...
16:53
training was fun!! we kinda finished the march in alr!! HAHAHAHA!!! IM NOT EMO!!!! :D
16:47
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
RAWR...im chosen for pds performance!! the songs used are quite weird though....lol... 3 songs leh.
21:23
Monday, March 10, 2008
strangers are frends we have yet to meet.
15:37
wonder wad will happen tmr..lol
11:35
Sunday, March 09, 2008
ahhh.. thick skinned ppl..
12:17
Saturday, March 08, 2008
im feeling so uneasy now...rawr..
10:51
Friday, March 07, 2008
im back from camp..glad to know tht u r doing fine.. rawr.. some camp instructor said tht im a born leader! i bet noone will believe it. and Vicky was one of the camp instructor!! so qiao..
15:53
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
.....woooh woooh woooh woooh woooh.... mas is in little india!!
17:06
Monday, March 03, 2008
Camp..im gng to miss u...
20:18
Sunday, March 02, 2008
There u go...Away from my Arms... Far Away..
Love doesn't last, so enjoy that moment.
19:27
its 4.25 now. if u dun come down by 5.30 i will confiscate your phone. So i tot she most probably meant to say 4.30. so i nicely rushed down and sat in the car right at 4.30. thn the fucking woman went tot take my phone. i went to off it and she asked to tell her the pin. WHAT THE FUCK!!! she does it agn!! and she fucking never fails!! what the fuck is wrong with u!!! fuck sia..
Artist: James Blunt lyrics Album: All The Lost Souls Year: 2007 Title: Same Mistake
So while I'm turning in my sheets And once again I cannot sleep Walk out the door and up the street Look at the stars beneath my feet Remember rights that I did wrong So here I go
Hello, hello
There is no place I cannot go My mind is muddy but My heart is heavy does it show I lose the track that loses me So here I go
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
And so I sent some men to fight And one came back at dead of night Said he'd seen my enemy Said he looked just like me So I set out to cut myself And here I go
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
I’m not calling for a second chance I'm screaming at the top of my voice Give me reason, but don’t give me choice Cause I'll just make the same mistake again
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
And maybe someday we will face And maybe talk but not just speak Dont buy the promises cause There are no promises I keep And my reflection troubles me So here I go
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
I’m not calling for a second chance I’m screaming at the top of my voice Give me reason, but don’t give me choice Cause I'll just make the same mistake
I’m not calling for a second chance I'm screaming at the top of my voice Give me reason, but don’t give me choice Cause I'll just make the same mistake again
Uhuh uhuh uhuh
Uhuh uhuh uhuh So while I'm turning in my sheets Uhuh uhuh uhuh And once again I cannot sleep Uhuh uhuh uhuh Walk out the door and up the street Uhuh uhuh uhuh Look at the stars Uhuh uhuh uhuh Look at the stars falling down Uhuh uhuh uhuh And I wonder where Uhuh uhuh uhuh Did I go wrong?
All of a sudden.. I feel like hugging you.. ByeBye Yonglin!
10:02
Thursday, February 28, 2008
im fed up with the bullshit.. damn..
19:34
i want to die... im so sorry...for myself..
18:06
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
im blocking out everything tht im learning in school.. gah..
21:52
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
why is it my fault tht i dunno anything?!?! wads wrong with you?!?!
18:20
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Its been an emotional ride..
jiajun is not a happy boy...
18:59
i wanna close my eyes and never open it again...
18:36
fuck the world...BAH!!!
17:05
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
It is not tht 2 ppl aren't in love..just tht the 2 ppl have different ambitions.. different styles, different values.
2 ppl who were once in love.. got married.. but what goes on after tht is not built on love, but on responsibility... go figure.
chng it into chinese and it wuld be emo.
21:02
Monday, February 18, 2008
today's chinese had one passage that was very applicable to me...ok... quite... i think my teacher will like question mark me and stuff la.. wadeva.. im still not liking school.. bloody tests...sheesh..
20:27
Someone kill me... RARRGGHHHH!!!!!!
20:23
Sunday, February 17, 2008
I DUN WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!
19:13
Friday, February 15, 2008
why no chinese... eat shit.. bloody com...
22:24
Thursday, February 14, 2008
rawr..bck from sku.. ltr need to go to my grannys to bai bai. had dinner with my teacher. lol damn funny la... talk alot of cock.. tsk tsk... wah i went to SDC today thn down there got one new army museuem.. damn nice.. i want to go there agn!!! AAAHHHHHH!!!!!(:
Happy V-Day!!!
especially to you...
20:05
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
walao...burn my entire v-day... sheesh.. im not liking nor enjoying school... bloody english.. bloody sci fi... DAMN!!!
21:37
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
i dun believe this is happening to me... like.. wtf?!
22:07
im moving on soon...i feel so laggish.. urgh...
20:37
My heart is beating dam fast now. i have no idea wad the hell is going on... someone save me..
20:30
Friends...is that a word or is it something more?
20:06
Monday, February 11, 2008
rawr...im dam tired now la...urgh..so much stuff to do..plus all the file check and stuff.. someone come and help me ley.. please!! hai...
Artist: Lost Prophets Album: Other Song Lyrics Title: Can't Catch Tomorrow (Good Shoes Won't Save You This Time)
One, two, One, two, three, four...
I'm sure I've seen this look before Done a thousand times and a million more How many lies did he tell this time? How many times did he cross the line? It won't help me but I have to ask Is there something real that's behind the mask? Something true we don't know about? A little faith in amongst the doubt
And maybe someday you will grow Maybe someday you will know Maybe someday you will end these fears and go
A little piece of me grows old I keep on walking down this road I've seen a million people change But I won't stay the same And I know you, (Know you, know you) Always steal and borrow And I know you, (Know you, know you) Never catch, you're never gonna catch tomorrow
I'm sure I've played this scene before I've seen this room and I've walked this floor I'm sure I used to hold your hand Did I hurt you? All this attitude with no history All this anger when you were attacking me Got a lot to learn and you need to know That your time is up kid let it go
Maybe someday you will grow Maybe someday you will know Maybe someday you will end these tears and go
A little piece of me grows old I keep on walking down this road I've seen a million people change But I won't stay the same And I know you, (Know you, know you) Always steal and borrow And I know you, (Know you, know you) Never catch, you're never gonna catch tomorrow
Never gonna catch tomorrow
A little piece of me grows old I keep on walking down this road I've seen a million people change But I won't stay the same Had to know you, (Know you, know you) How to steal and borrow Had to know you, (Know you, know you) Never gonna catch tomorrow
Yeah the haircuts hot But this has gotta stop Good shoes won't save you this time I think your gonna find With everything combined that times run out on this lie
And I know you, (Know you, know you) Always steal and borrow And I know you, (Know you, know you) Never catch, you're never gonna catch tomorrow
23:42
rawr!!! its 1130! and im doing nothing. ahhaa bo liao sia. just now play blackjack and dai dee with my cousins and her frend thn in the end lose lie siao. hahahha!! and maybe i going to watch ah long tomorrow. heehee!!! (:
23:28
Thursday, February 07, 2008
its chu yi!! rawr! and im down with the bloody flu.. and yesterday my 2 cousins went to smear colgate and shaving cream on my face!! bloody hell..anws! happy new one and all!! remember to drink lots of water!!!
17:45
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
aahhhh.... its chinese new year! happy cny one and all!! im down with the bloody flu...sian can.. urgh... someone talk to me..
16:23
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Artist: Blink 182 Album: Greatest Hits Year: 2005 Title: I Miss You
(I miss you miss you)
Hello there the angel from my nightmare The shadow in the background of the morgue The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me And we'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you I miss you) (I miss you I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted The Webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you) Don't waste your time on me you're already The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you) I miss you (miss you miss you) I miss you (miss you miss you) I miss you (miss you miss you) (I miss you miss you)
18:45
RAWR!!! chinese new year is here..and i guess it'll soon be over... man... haha dunno why the hell im saying this.. i love my tie! and i bought my shoes alr.. like finally.. dang!! i need to reach 18 soon!!! AAAHHHHH!!!
17:43
Monday, February 04, 2008
Artist: The Last Goodnight Album: Poison Kiss Year: 2007 Title: Pictures Of You
This is the clock upon the wall This is the story of us all This is the first sound of a newborn child, Before he starts to crawl This is the war that’s never won This is a soldier and his gun This is the mother waiting by the phone, Praying for her son
(Chorus) Pictures of you, pictures of me Hung upon your wall for the world to see Pictures of you, pictures of me Remind us all of what we used to be
There is a drug that cures it all Blocked by the governmental wall We are the scientists inside the lab, Just waiting for the call This earthquake weather has got me shaking inside I'm high up and dry
Pictures of you, pictures of me Hung upon your wall for the world to see Pictures of you, pictures of me Remind us all of what we used to be
Confess to me, every secret moment Every stolen promise you believed Confess to me, all that lies between us All that lies between you and me
We are the boxers in the ring We are the bells that never sing There is a title we can't win no matter How hard we might swing
Pictures of you, pictures of me Hung upon your wall for the world to see Pictures of you, pictures of me Remind us all of what we used to be
Pictures of you, pictures of me Hung upon your wall for the world to see Pictures of you, pictures of me Remind us all of what we could have been
20:50
dammit..im feeling fucked up now...i need to do something abt myself..oh shit i forgot im not suppose to use bad word. form teaching is gonna raid the internet and find my blog. so 老师，如果你真的找到我这里来，就先把我的名字给忘了吧。
20:16
Saturday, February 02, 2008
urgh... finished with helping yonglin's frend. quite a nice bunch of ppl. lol. and its raining now... and im slpy.. i think im going to dream....
17:09
Friday, February 01, 2008
ahhh finally can blog...paiseh la cos my hse got no com so now at my granny's must quickly blog. i cam back from camp feast on tuesday. slackest ncc camp ever...but my ma'am very cute! lol..and im trying to get her email. HA!!! okay..im lost now.. dunno wad to say...
wish you were here...
23:21
Friday, January 25, 2008
my 150th post..and my life is still not getting any better.....
20:43
Monday, January 21, 2008
i want to live in a box...
17:35
Sunday, January 20, 2008
i need to grow up faster...
17:28
Saturday, January 19, 2008
im down with the fever.... i guess i really did something wrong.. ahhh... long bus rides long bus rides long bus rides.. i guess miracles just dun really happen...
10:23
Friday, January 18, 2008
u get alot of feelings on long bus rides... thoughts which drive you crazy...
21:22
omg i made steffi angry...dun angry anymore la!! sorrryyyy!!!
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