♥ Love you to beats ♥
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Let everyday and every night be like that. And I'll be the happiest man alive.

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13:10



Tuesday, May 24, 2011
The only thing that I want to talk about, is you. Just you.

09:00



Monday, May 16, 2011
Is being in love always so tough?

07:58



Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Come live with me and scratch my back
And while you're at it, pass me my pack.
Not forgetting the lighter too
Light it up, baby, please, thank you.(:

I know you're okay with my weight
You even bake me Rainbow Cake!
You tell me that I still look lovely
But tell me, what are you thinking, really.

There's just so much going through your mind
I can see it from those eyes.
Let me in, darling, through your door
Even better, tell me more.

I love it when you smile me
And hold me, ever so tenderly.
You wrap your arms around my waist
Whispering, "Let's not leave this place."

We'll fly away, on a hot air balloon
Till we touch the rainbow, clouds and moon
To a place no one else can find
Yes, my love, I'm yours, you're mine.

We'll have a house, cat and wolf.
But please don't let them on the roof.:o
And if you like, let us travel together
As long as all these stay forever.<3

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09:44



Wednesday, October 13, 2010
If you were richer, I would bank on you to give me a credit card. =D

15:41




Just when I thought I could save some money this exam period, my father had to stop giving me any.

15:38



Monday, September 20, 2010
Wouldn't it be nice if your dreams could disappear along with your dreams?

22:51



Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Argh. Bloated stomach~

21:05



Monday, September 13, 2010
I'm so constipated, I could use an anal.

19:02



Tuesday, August 31, 2010
有些人说,习惯就好。但习惯了真的就会好吗?
有些人说习惯就好,但习惯不代表喜欢。

12:15



Sunday, August 29, 2010
And a house.

23:36




1) Bag
2) Computer
3) Handphone

12:15



Thursday, August 26, 2010
Where is my iphone you promised me 3 months ago?

18:28



Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Close your eyes for a moment, and you can hear the constant drone of silence that surrounds your everyday life.

20:25




I need a house of my own.

17:13



Monday, August 23, 2010
All the world's a stage.
And all the men and women are merely players.
But without these players, there would be no game.

21:46




Going Back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl
There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
Maybe you wont mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'cause you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved

[Chorus 2x]

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

17:46




I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

17:46



Sunday, August 15, 2010
You came back to stick a finger into my closing wound.
I told you it's okay, so you smiled and walk away.

22:52




You came back to stick a finger into my closing wound.
I told you it's okay, so you smiled and walk away.

22:52



Tuesday, August 10, 2010
On days like this, I wish you were here.

11:50



Sunday, June 13, 2010
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

23:44



Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Hello everybody. I came back from Taiwan yesterday. Decided to take a nap so I fell asleep at 430 only to find myself waking at 530. The next day. Scared me a little. Okay so as I said, I just got back from Taiwan. Why did I go there? I went for Outward Bound Taiwan. It was definitely worth it.

SO over there we had river tracing, High Element activities, Mountain climbing and Service Learning. The instructors are all damn nice. They were the main reason why the whole course rocked actually.

So I will be giving you a brief view on how the course went. Any chinese will be in 简体 and not in 繁体 cos i lazy go find the option.

Outward Bound Taiwan 15 - 24 May 2010.

Day 1: Arrival (2010.05.16)
Ok this I have to say. I only brought along my school bag, another travel bag and a shoe bag. My check in luggage was my travel bag which weighed bout 6kg. When the rest of them saw my puny luggage, they all said I would die there cos I probably wouldn't have enough clothes. Plus all of them brought a suitcases that weighed around 12 kg. Plus a hand carry bag and a shoe bag. Hahahah.

Arrived at 桃园机场 at about 1730 hours. Looks slightly differen from the last time I was there. Think they did some renovations.
Got my luggage, then took a bus to 渴望基地 桃园县龙潭乡高原村渴望路428号 which was essentially our base camp. Met the instructors there. They were 牛哥,胡瓜,小眼,小乐,贞瑜,小武,阿达. A bunch of fine people.

Had a bento-like dinner with weird vegetables that looked like the plants that were growing there. Zzzz. And the weather was quite cold at 21 degrees. Plus there was wind and extremely thick fog. and that area was standing at 400+m above sea level. Lol higher than Bukit Timah Hill. Win.

So that area was called 龙潭 because fogs like that day were common. And in olden times when there were fog, people thought that a dragon would come out. So that's how it got its name.

Okay so after a rather painful dinner, we had a sharing session which was about our expectations for this camp. So we went in a circle and took turns to say ours. Mine was 吸取经验 开阔视野. Then when everyone hear liao started to "wah" here "wah" there cause they don't believe my chinese so good. Hahhaha. Then we had to write our expectations on a piece of cloth. So when I was writing mine I realised that I forgot how to write 取 so I suddenly stopped. Then they all started laughing again. Nabeh. Lol. But I remembered in the end so it was cool.

Then we had to make out last calls to our family and friends to say our last words cos we had to leave our valuables with them. Sad.

So after that was tent pitching. So we had to pitch our tents in the cold and fog. Zzz. So we just slept in our jeans cos we lazy to change. Their tents were damn good 8-men tents. So I slept with YongXiang, QinJiang, GuanKoi and Betrick.

Couldn't sleep. So we started cocking. And then I began to suspect that I had forgotten to bring any plastic bags.(FTW!) Then cock halfway don't know why but YongXiang started to get high and called me dildo boy and began to laugh at himself. Uh okay lor... So we fell asleep at bout 12+

When I was just a chao recruit, I asked my Sergeant what would I be.

Day 2: 朔溪 (2010.05.16)
Woke up cold. The fog was clearing. Went to brush my teeth and found out that there was hot water in the toilet!(Which brought a lot of joy to the rest.) So we fell in at 630 in sports gear. And the sun was shinning brightly already.

Had a morning run of supposedly 3km but we felt that it was definitely less than that. So we ran around that area la. Saw some tea leaves fields. So cool. Plus the fog was still around so we couldn't see clearly after 3m or something. Then halfway through QinJiang told me that a frog got owned.(A car ran over it.) But I didn't get to see it.):

After that we drew our cooking utensils. But I forgot what we had for breakfast liao. Think its some tuna sandwich but I don't eat tuna one so I took mor lettuce. Yay. So our activity that day was River-Tracing. Went to draw our stuff, then left in a bus. The river was in 花莲 so the bus ride took about 1h. So all of us fell asleep on the bus. Shiok. The name of the river was 梅花溪 if I remembered correctly.

And at the base of the river was some hot spring resort and we had to put our bags in the toilets there. Then everyone inside the resort were like staring at us when we wore our wetsuits in like some weirdos like that. The river was damn cold, but nice. And it was about 3km.

So trace trace trace until bout halfway then came across a point where there was a mini waterfall bout 2.5m high. Then all of us had to climb up using the wall beside it. Then not long after that we came across another point where again water was gushing down on us but this time not so easy, cos it was between 2 smooth 1.5m rocks. So I was the last guy to go up after pushing some of the others up. Due to the lack of friction and spots to push myself up, I had a tough time getting up. Thanks to those who helped me.

Then at the mid-point we stopped for lunch. Had to cook instant noodles so yes, we brought our utensils. So basically, we were at the side of the river. But due to the uneven terrain, we spilled one part of it. Heh. So after that the instructors taught us how to pee in the river. So all you have to do is put your ass into the water and smile! So before we carried on with our journey, YongXiang, GuanKoi, JingZhan and a few others started to sink their asses down and smile at us. Tsk.

So we continued our way up to the top and at the top, we saw a very nice waterfall which was about 10m high. Then we had to go up to about 1.5m to jump into the centre of the pool. Omg it was damn damn shiok.

So after that we went out and back to the resort to bathe and stuff. They provide soap there luh! So imba. So all of us were damn happy. Hee.

Following that was our hour long journey back to base camp. All of us slept on the way back again.

Had to cook spaghetti for dinner. Quite nice quite nice. Hahaha.

Then we had an equipment check to see if we got the correct clothing and gear for the climb. And some first aid course and I learnt some bandaging skills but other than that, I didn't really catch anything else cos I was damn seh already. Hee. Then after the lessons we went back to sleep.

Down by the river!



Okay I'm going to stop here. I spent the whole day thinking of all these and trying to rephrase everything that I copied in my Outward Bound journal. Tell you all more tomorrow la. :D

P.S: Oh yah my mum went to perm her hair. o.o And my house got one new ceiling fan. Yay.

07:59



Friday, April 16, 2010
I don't care if you don't see my abilities. But do not insult my character.

21:08



Thursday, April 15, 2010
Whose lives are led with no regrets? The important thing is when you look back, you know why are those regrets there.

19:33



Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Is it true that the moths that visit your home are spirits whom once knew you and are coming back to visit?

21:13



Sunday, April 11, 2010
"Look," said the teacher to the colleague who was sitting beside him in the staffroom. "Look at this composition written by a student in Secondary Four. She's supposed to have had ten years of studying English, and see what she's written! I'll read it to you. The title of the composition is 'My Happiest Day'."

The teacher read, pausing at those parts which he wanted his colleagues to take particular not of: " "My happiest day it is on that 12 July 1976 I will tell you of that happiest day. My father want me to help him in his cakes stall to sell cakes and earn money. He say I must leave school and stay home and help him. My younger brothers and sisters they are too young to work so they can go to school. My mother is too sick and weak as she just born a baby'. Can anything be more atrocious than this? And she's going to sit for her General Certificate of Education in three months' time! And listen to this:

'I was very sad because I don't like to sell cakes I like to learn in school. But I am scare my father he will beat me if I disobeyed him so I cannot say anything to him. He ask me to tell my principal of my school that I am not going to learn anymore. I was scare my principal will ask me questions. Lucky my mother came home from the hospital where she born the baby and say to my father that I should learn in school and become nurse later. So I can earn more money. Sell cakes not earn so much money. She begged my father and at last my father agree. I think he agree becausehe was in good mood. If in bad mood like drunk he will beat my mother up and make trouble in the house.So my mother told me I was no need to stop learning in school. And that was the happiest day in my life which I shall never forget'."

The teacher said slowly and mediatively, "I wonder why most of them write like that? Day in, day out we teach grammer and usage. For my part, I've taught them the use of the Tenses till I'm blue in the face, but they still come up with all kinds of Tense mistakes! I've drummed into them that when narrating a story or incident, they have to use the Past Tense, but I still get hideous mistakes such as the one you heard just now."

A week later, the teacher, while correcting composition exercises in the staffroom, again he dropped his head into his hands in despair. It was different colleague sitting beside him this time, but the distress in his voice was equally acute as he said, showing her a page from an exercise book: "What do you think of this as a specimen of Secondary Four Composition? I give up! I resign!"

"Ah, they are all like that," sighed his colleague in sympathy. "You should see the grammer mistakes I get from my Pre-University students, mind you, Pre-University."

The teacher held the offending page in front of his colleague, and with his forefinger traced the lines that had given him the most pain. "Now look at this: I would like is become a nurse and successful career so I have a lot of money and luxuries,' - by the way, I had got them to writeon My Ambition' - 'so I can buy a house for my mother and brothers and sisters' - this is the only snetence in the whole composition that is correct grammatically. Listen to this one, can you make anything of it? 'and my favourite ambition I must strive very hard and make hard afford for if I have no ambition to help my mother and brothers and sisters they is sure to suffer for my father he don't care at all everytime come back from selling cakes only he must drink and spend all money on drinks and sometimes he beats my mother,' it's that Tan Geok Peng from Secondary Four C, you know that timid, mousy-looking girl who looks ready to faint in fright the moment you call her to answer a question. You know, I'm getting very worried about the standard of English in my class. I guess I shall have to get Tan Geok Peng and the likes of her in for extra Saturday coaching, otherwise they'll never make it in the exams. Three months away, I tell them. Just three months tin which to polish up your grammer and vocabulary and punctutaion, and write the first decent composition in your life!"

The extra coaching did not save the poor teacher from the despair he was continually experiencing. "Ah!" he said, shaking his head sadly, "what shall I do? Read this muck! Let me see - yes, it's from this girl, Tan Geok Peng again - that girl will be the death of me, I tell you. I keep explaining things and going over and over the same things with her, but she insists on giving me such nonsense. Listen to this! She was supposed to write a story with the title 'The Stranger" and all she did was write a great deal of trash about her father - 'He canned me everytime, even when I did not do wrong things still he canned me' - she means 'caned' of course - 'and he beat my mother and even if she sick, he wallop her'. This composition is not only grossly ungrammatical but out of point. I had no alternative but to give her and F9 straightaway. God, I wish I could help her!"

When the news reached the school, the teacher wad very upset and said, "Poor girl. What? She actually jumped down from the eleventh floor? Such a shy, timid girl. If only she had told me of her problems. But she was always too shy and timid to speak up."

-Little Ironies ~Stories of Singapore. Catherine Lim


This story makes me want to murder the damn teacher.

21:51




Artist: Muse
Title: Resistance
Album Title: The Resistance

Is our secret safe tonight
And are we out of sight
Or will our world come tumbling down?
Will they find our hiding place
Is this our last embrace
Or will the walls start caving in?

(It could be wrong, could be wrong) But it should have been right
(It could be wrong, could be wrong) To let our hearts ignite
(It could be wrong, could be wrong) Are we digging a hole?
(It could be wrong, could be wrong) This is out of control

(It could be wrong, could be wrong) It can never last
(It could be wrong, could be wrong) Must erase it fast
(It could be wrong, could be wrong) But it could have been right
(It could be wrong, could be...)

Love is our resistance
They'll keep us apart and they won't to stop breaking us down
Hold me
Our lips must always be sealed

If we live a life in fear
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again

Kill your prayers for love and peace
You'll wake the thought police
We can't hide the truth inside

(It could be wrong, could be wrong) But it should have been right
(It could be wrong, could be wrong) To let our hearts ignite
(It could be wrong, could be wrong) Are we digging a hole?

(It could be wrong, could be wrong) This is out of control
(It could be wrong, could be wrong) It can never last
(It could be wrong, could be wrong) Must erase it fast
(It could be wrong, could be wrong) But it could have been right
(It could be wrong, could be...)

Love is our resistance
They'll keep us apart and they won't to stop breaking us down
Hold me
Our lips must always be sealed

The night has reached its end
We can't pretend
We must run
We must run
It's time to run
Take us away from here
Protect us from further harm
Resistance

21:49




Artist: Muse
Title: Newborn
Album Title: Origins of Symmetry

link it to the world
link it to yourself
stretch it like a birth squeeze
the love for what you hide
the bitterness inside
is growing like the newborn

when you've seen, seen
too much
too young, young
soulless is everywhere

hopeless time to roam
the distance to your home
fades away to nowhere
unstoppable

'cause you've seen, seen
too much
too young, young
soulless is everywhere

destroy the spineless
show me its real
wasting our last chance
to come away
just break the silence
'cos i'm drifting away
away from you oooooohhh

Yeah link it to the world
link it to yourself
stretch it like its a birth squeeze
and the love for what you hide
and the bitterness inside
is growing like the newborn

when you've seen, seen
too much
too young, young
soulless is everywhere

destroy the spineless
show me its real
wasting our last chance
to come away
just break the silence
'cos i'm drifting away
away from you oooooohhh

21:33




Both parties grow in a relationship.

21:29



Monday, March 29, 2010
And everyone keeps telling me how much you have changed. I think you did.

21:53



Saturday, March 27, 2010
Sometimes I wonder if it is really that hard to show a little care and concern for me. Maybe try stepping into my shoes for a while and try to feel the way I feel. Is it all that hard?

15:31



Friday, March 26, 2010
What do you do if someone whom you treasure stops treasuring you?

23:45



Wednesday, March 24, 2010
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

22:22



Thursday, March 11, 2010
I've been busy listening to everybody else that sometimes I even tend to lose my own train if thoughts. And so people think that I am ironman who can handle everything on my own. No need to listen to me.


"knock knock...?"

21:33



Thursday, February 25, 2010
MEOW!

22:15



Monday, February 15, 2010
Chinese New Year is 8888 miles away from great. Pfft.

13:23



Sunday, January 31, 2010
And I close my eyes as the curtains draw, I thought I heard your voice but I thought wrong. Cause you're not there anymore.
And so I lift my chin as the show goes on, the sky is listening the stars all sing along. And you're not there anymore...

20:56



Monday, January 11, 2010
I cant stand another night
Stand another night without you

Since you've been away
Everythings dont seem like they used to be
Between you & me
Cause im missing you
Im missing you, love

Im missing you
Im missing you, love
Im missing you, love
Im missing you, love

Yeah yeah yeah
Everyday everyday that you gone
Im singing out that sad song
If loving you is wrong
Then it must be wrong
Even if when im gone
Our love is strong
You're the one i want
You're my number one
I love you, not a fashion
I need to love your passion
But love is everlasting...

20:14



Tuesday, December 22, 2009
I'm so damn pissed. You two are not my top priority and you will never be.

22:22



Sunday, December 20, 2009
I don't want to go taiwan.):<

22:38



Saturday, December 19, 2009
You are very lucky. To be in a family that takes care of all your needs. Friends, to you, are just people whom you recognize and know of. It's okay if they are not part of your life since they will not affect how you would have lived your life.


They are not part of the equation.


You don't owe any of them any explanation. Because it never occured to you that actually if the person meant something to you, talking to them is not really a problem. You wouldn't not have things to talk about. But for you, it has always been this way. Maybe you do see the person as someone important but you just don't know how to tell that person that he/she is I don't know.


All I want to know is, am I important to you?

12:00



Friday, December 18, 2009
've been in front of the com with nothing to do... pfft.

22:33



Thursday, December 17, 2009
I am home. Hee. I hope tomorrow's sun will shine for the whole day. So that I can even out my tan. :D

22:40



Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Depreciation. Word of the day.

21:23



Tuesday, December 15, 2009
My bro and sis are going off to genting later with my aunt and cousins. As much as I hate to be alone with my parents, I am, cos I have my own duties to fulfill. ZAM!

17:42



Monday, December 14, 2009
As much as this isn't going to sound nice, I have to say it: Holidays are gonna end soon. And I'll be wasting one freaking week in taiwan. PFFT!!!!!!!!!!!! And so, I AM PISSED.

20:41



Sunday, December 13, 2009
Title: Alive
Artist: Black Eyed Peas
Album Title: The E.N.D


I got so much love
For you darlin' and I,
I wanna let you know how I feel

And it's true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do,
I adore you
And it's true girl

You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]

You said - you said - you said
That I'm the only one
You said that I'm your number 1
Now your gone and I feel numb
Tell me where do we go wrong
You are my best friend and boyfriend
Now it's seems like you're my worst friend
I gotta do soul searching
Without you I'm a whole different person
I ain't acting like I used to
I don't feel loved like I used to
It was your love I was used to
Why do I had to lo-lo-lo-lose
Your love your love your love
Your love is what it was
That have me feeling {bust}
{You are my true love}

And it's true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do
I adore you
And it's true girl

You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]
Hey girl your the only one
{Must} be my number one
Now your gone I feel so numb
Tell me how do we go wrong
First friends then we became best-friend
You used to be my girlfriend
Now your my worst friend
Yeah I gotta do a lil soul searching
Without you I'm a whole different person
I don't even act like I used to
I don't even feel loved like I used to
I guess it's your love that I used to
And I feel bad that I lose you
I get so many things that I wanna sa-sa-sa-sa...
I guess this mean that I'm missing you
Sorry for the things that I did to you
I'm so lost without you

And it's true that I love you
And it's true your the only one and I do,
I adore you
And it's true girl

U make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]

La di di da la di da la da
La di da la di da
La di di da la di da la da
La di da la di da

I got so much love

La di di da la di da la da
La di da la di da

I got so much love

La di di di di di di di da la la la la

... I adore you and it's true girl

You make me feel alive I've I've I've [x4]

So easy to fall in love with u
And all the things that you do
Baby girl your so remarkable
So special, so wonderful
So special, so wonderful
So special, so wonderful

Baby girl your so remarkable
So spesh-al-al-al-al-al-al

21:53



Friday, December 11, 2009
Inter-human relations are such a pain in the ass.

21:29



Thursday, December 10, 2009
Those were blissful dreams. And too bad that they were just dreams.

13:11



Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Hello I'm back from the boring cruise. Body's feeling kinda warm. Don't know why also. Pfft. Irritating. Right now, my heart's palpitating very irregularly. Wonder what's wrong. Sheesh.

22:36



Sunday, December 06, 2009
Hello everybody, I'm going for the stupid cruise tomorrow. Means I can't go for Silver's last lesson. Which sucks ttm(lol). I don't really want to fall aslepp cos falling asleep just means that it'll be sooner before I get on board. But I'm sleepy. And this really doesn't help at all when everyone's so busy with themselves.

00:17



Wednesday, December 02, 2009
I want to fall sick, so that I can't leave Singapore. :D

21:58



Tuesday, December 01, 2009
It's december. And I still haven't done anything yet. I need to find a direction.

12:47



Monday, November 30, 2009
Hello everybody. I'm at home. And I slept for 4 hours this morning. Performance is over, everything is over, so now I've got nothing to do. And it's not exactly a very nice feeling. I don't know what to do anymore...):

16:42



Saturday, November 21, 2009
I'm so sleepy. My November is going to be used up just like that.

21:51



Friday, November 20, 2009
Today I made one of my cadets cry. And I totally didn't know what to do when he cried. >< Guess that's why I don't like kids.

21:07



Thursday, November 19, 2009
My holidays are so tiring. Pfft.

19:26



Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Sometimes it's hard to see all the good things in your life.
And I know it hurts sometimes but you gotta be willing to try.
Sometimes it's hard to see all the good things in your life.
So you gotta be strong, you gotta hold on and love yourself.

21:20



Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I hate spending nights alone.


And I got a blue black on my shoulder hollow from all the locking of rifle.

20:13



Monday, November 16, 2009
我为什么还爱你,为什么还想着你。不是我不放弃,是什么原因, 你狠心丢我在这里?

20:22




I manage to waste my entire day at home by myself.

17:59




It's going to be a tough day.

11:58



Sunday, November 15, 2009
I'm no longer part of your life



But then again I never was.

20:40




Today, I found out whatever that I needed to know.


Just shows how much I mean to you. All I wanted was to live happily ever after. But I guess fairytales don't happen in reality. All this while, it was just a wishful thinking on my part. The sweet endearments, that kiss. It was all a sham. A manifesto of my own imagination. They didn't mean anything to you. The words that I sent you were probably forgotten upon sight. I don't want to be played by you like a puppet anymore.
Once again, my heart has been shattered by you. And I'll have to slowly, cautiously, tape it back with the roll of tape I hold in my hand 24/7 - just in case. It cannot afford to be broken again for if it does, it will never be mended.

Well it looks like I'm not needed nor wanted here anymore.
And to think teacher gave us her blessings...



Please tell me if I'm wrong.

18:29



Saturday, November 14, 2009
你看起来不太开心,谁困扰了你?你的眼神看来有些悲哀。有多严重,你和他之间,到了不可收拾的局面了吗?
我看起来也不太好我当然知道,因为你的表情让我很心疼。 你不了解我和你之间只是爱上了不爱我却又在乎的人。

应该挑拨你和他我想这是最好的时机,因为当你哭着说你还爱他,不忍离开他。我竟努力半夜你和他之间的和事老。
应该劝你离开他可是我却怎么也做不到,因为当你笑着说我最好了,是你知心朋友,我不敢也没有勇气告诉你别把我当朋友。

21:58



Friday, November 13, 2009
There is only one reason why I'm so moody.

09:43




Oranges and lemons sold for a penny
________________All the schoolgirls are so many
_____________________________The grass is green the roses red
__________________________________________Remember me, when I'm dead




I'm just not on your mind anymore.

08:10



Wednesday, November 11, 2009
I'm finally back from everything. Slept for 3+ hours and woke up at 4 this morning. I have been awake since then. Hahaha that's why my eyes are so small now.

19:27



Friday, November 06, 2009
Darling,

You are in taiwan now, and I miss you. I don't know what's going on but you have managed to lift me up from where I was. And now it's easier for me to bear the days which you are gone. I'm already looking forward to the day when you come home. When you come back. I hope you are enjoying yourself. Drink lots of water, don't come home ill! Remember to take care of yourself!(:

love,
jun

14:07



Thursday, November 05, 2009
I'm back from ophir. It was okay. It was raining when we were about to reach the summit and by the time we managed to climb up, we were drenched. Standing at 1276m above sea level isn't something a sane person would do... I kinda like, scratched my arm, now alot of scratches. Heehee...there should be photos on facebook...

18:49



Monday, November 02, 2009
It'd be quite a while...

15:15




Would you join me and take over the world?

10:17



Sunday, November 01, 2009
I have to book in tomorrow by 2000. Ankle still hurts when i exert it. Stupidity. Slept at 2 and woke up at 7 to go fort canning for the heritage trail. So sleepy.


I don't know what to do anymore.

22:58



Saturday, October 31, 2009
Who really cares? My ankle has begun hurting.

15:59



Friday, October 30, 2009
Seems like heaven isn't giving me any more chances.

17:23



Thursday, October 29, 2009
It's going to be a busy holiday. I'm not looking forward to it.

20:02



Wednesday, October 28, 2009
My parents struck 4D. Wonder if I'm gonna get a share...

22:21



Tuesday, October 27, 2009
The problem is with me. I guess.

21:42



Monday, October 26, 2009
I'm just left with that little bit of hope hanging onto my heart.

20:50



Sunday, October 25, 2009
I place a smile on my face to mask the disappointment that tries to show.
I use a laugh to cover the sound of my shattering heart.
I send a message so that you won't see how much i miss you.

22:29



Saturday, October 24, 2009
Bought new ear piece at ION. I am freaking broke now...

20:21



Friday, October 23, 2009
To share the little joys, sorrows and pain with you. But you don't want to and won't let me.

22:00




Finalrryyyyy...Marksman.(:


I'm not as important as you make me sound right?

21:39



Thursday, October 22, 2009
I'm sitting down by the window. My tea's gone cold and I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all. The morning grey clouds at my window, and I can't see at all. But your picture in my phone reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad.

Drank too much last night, got bills to pay, my head groans in pain. I missed the bus and there'll be hell today, I'm late for work again. And even if I'm there, they'll all imply that I might not last the day. And then you call me and it's not so bad, it's not so bad.

Push the door, I'm home at last and I'm soaking through and through. Then you hand me a towel and all I see is you. Even if my world falls down now, I will not have a clue, because you're near me. And I know that it's not so bad, it's not so bad at all.

15:54




I'm so tired. I just keep going around in circles.

14:03



Wednesday, October 21, 2009
I feel like smiling.(:

21:58



Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Waiting for iPod, waiting for you. Waiting for iPod, waiting for you. Waiting for iPod, waiting for you.


Happy 3

13:52



Monday, October 19, 2009
Yesterday seemed like a dream. Could you tell me what's on your mind? I want to know so badly.

17:44




There is a big question mark in my head right now.

13:51



Saturday, October 17, 2009
I don't know what to say or what to think anymore.

11:29



Friday, October 16, 2009
Today's weather is fine. As fine as my mood.

15:17



Thursday, October 15, 2009
I'm going to school later. Yargh.
It's time.

11:48



Wednesday, October 14, 2009
I would watch all the movies that you want to watch with you after you're done. I'd go anywhere you wanna go with you once you are free. I'd buy you your heels if you want. I'd do anything to make you laugh, to see a smile on your face.

19:48



Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Finished Coraline. Going to bed now. Hope your head's better. *hugs*

21:49




Because you didn't want to. I couldn't bear to either.(:

11:21



Monday, October 12, 2009
I feel confused. It's as if I'm ghost.

19:16



Sunday, October 11, 2009
The little things that make me happy. A gesture. A smile.


But you don't see it as a responsibility do you? It doesn't matter. If you don't answer me half of the time, why do I tell you my problems?

21:51



Saturday, October 10, 2009
I just got home. And while I was in the car I heard a song about Singapore and Singlish. And it's definitely not produced locally. I want to find it!!


And too much power rangers in a day would make you sick...(but I'm still gonna watch them anyway)

21:42




I wanna go out to study.
Do you want to go out with me?

13:41



Friday, October 09, 2009
Today, I sat in a bus that had no air-con... and no windows. Therefore, I was melting my head off on my journey home. As usual, you were in my head, I sensed a little tinge of satisfaction as I ran our tiny little conversation in my melting head again. I was relived that you remembered me. I even feared that you would have forgotten what you said as I was eating with my friends.


So finally I got off the bus and instantaneously, a gush of cool wind went smack on my face. Ahhh how nice the weather is. One could literally see my chest, my back, my biceps and my triceps. Yes that was how much I sweat-ted. The wind kept blowing so hard that it blew away all the emotions that resides in my mine. And therefore I broke into song and smiled my way home.(:

12:12



Thursday, October 08, 2009
I dreamt of you today. Don't know if I'm on your mind as frequently as you are on mine.

20:04



Wednesday, October 07, 2009
I like how you rest your legs on mine. I like how you ask me to eat whatever that you were eating. I like it when you try to give me a maasage as well but give up after two minutes because you had no strength. Even so it felt really nice. I love it.

21:26




To watch your shadow linger on your door.

20:43




I hope you enjoyed today as much as I did. I would like to know.(:

20:27




The muscles on my thumb looks bigger already! I'd give you a massage anytime as long as you like it.[;

20:21



Tuesday, October 06, 2009
After so many pictures, ours still looks the best.[:

15:43



Monday, October 05, 2009
Here I am, alone at home, feeling the cool breeze blow through to the window. The sky has turned grey. All is gloomy and depressive. But I enjoy the sounds from the construction site nearby, where everything is being blown away, the workers trying to keep all the blueprints and paperwork intact. I listen to the rustle of the leaves on the trees down on the first floor; the wind as it makes contact with my body while my mind sinks into serenity.

13:50




Couch potato.

13:02



Sunday, October 04, 2009
It's a breezy night...perfect for walking around the island with my hand wrapped around yours. Or we could just sit down by the beach and talk about everything and anything as the sun creeps up over the horizon and the rays spill over our faces bringing light to our day ahead.

20:24





















so nice.

17:55




It's a weird feeling. To behave as if nothing ever happened. That everything moved on to happily ever after. It's a feeling that I cannot describe and yet, really enjoy. But when I look back deep down, my heart just tears a little more.




one more chance?

16:46



Saturday, October 03, 2009
A feeling of peace crept up to me as I walked along road under the light shower that fell from the clouds of grey high up in the sky with a tinge of blue while the orange street lamps begin lighting up one by one.





a hug?

22:58



Thursday, October 01, 2009
It was raining snow in the sun this afternoon.

15:56




You told me to ignore her for the rest of my life. But I don;t really have a reason to now do I?

15:54



Wednesday, September 30, 2009
The sunrise gave the sky a beautiful violet pink this morning.




Could I really go to your house to watch a movie? With you?

21:10



Tuesday, September 29, 2009
It feels abnormal to be doing this... someone explain to me this feeling of abnormality to me.

18:56




All your fortresses go down in the night.
To the dawn I'll see you through.(:

18:31




Jiajun's quote of the day:
Men were meade to do great things but Women were meant to make those great things even better.

18:22



Monday, September 28, 2009
Say goodnight baby, I'll be gone tomorrow.

20:19




I hope that little flame of hope flickering in my heart won't be blown out by your icy cold breath.

16:40




Look at how life makes a fool out of me again and again...

16:40



Sunday, September 27, 2009
And in the end, you are the first girl who has ever managed to bring tears to my eyes.

22:58




Yesterday I lost my closest friend
Yesterday I wanted time to end
I wonder if my heart will ever mend
I just let you slip away

4 AM forever

Maybe I'll never see you smile again
Maybe you thought that it was all pretend;
All these words that I could never say
I just let them slip away

4 AM forever

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

4 AM forever

Maybe one day when I can move along
Maybe someday when you can hear this song
You won't let it slip away

4 AM forever

And I'd wish the sun would never come
It's 4 AM and you are done
I hope you know you're letting go
It's 4 AM and I'm alone

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you)
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you)
Goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, you never know
Hold a little tighter

4 AM forever.

22:57




Maybe it's because you have yet to grow up. Or maybe it's because the things that we are looking for are different. Maybe one day you'd look back and find that you are the one whose worthwhile. Just maybe.

21:48




I guess you aren't as weird as we both thought you were after all.

21:46




I love the little times that I got to hold your hand when we went out. The little times when I got to kiss you on your cheek. The little times when I got to go to your house and spend an afternoon with you. The little times I spent leaning against your shoulder in the theatre. The little times when you would hit me because I kept playing with neko instead of doing my work. The little times when we had dinner alone and watched movies together back then. The little times when you used to keep asking me why did I think that you were cute. I still love it.

21:39




The first 'i love you' from you made me so happy that I fell asleep smiling.

21:35




A wishlist I made a while ago:
1) Complete a production together
2) Walk down orchard road during christmas together
3) Count down to the new year together
4) To bring happiness into each other's lives till we grew old together
5) To be together

21:32




"Why become a couple when you two talk to each other more when you were friends?" Now that's a good question.


Funny how it took a break for you to realise that I'm a "sweet" guy.

21:29



Friday, September 25, 2009
Waiting and waiting

19:24



Thursday, September 24, 2009
The sky this morning was a beautiful tango orange, and raining. Something about that orange that made me want to run towards it and never stopping. But before managing to take a picture of it, the looming grey clouds engulfed everything that was in its way. In a blink of an eye, that orange disappeared. The same time you went off.

18:50




I woke up at 1 in the morning to find that You have yet to call me.
I woke up at 2 in the morning to find that You still have not called me.
I woke up at 4 in the morning to realise that You have yet to miss me.
I woke up at 7 and stayed awake till 8 to know that You have yet to remember me.

18:50




两个人为什么不能在一起? 不是因为已不爱彼此,二是因为两个人都用不一样的角度来看世界。对某些人来说,爱可能只是一种感觉。两个人相爱久了,已成家立业,对彼此剩下的可能已不是一份爱,而是一份责任。那不一样的人又不一样的看法,不一样的观点。如果爱有了个定义的话,世界上可能就不会有这么多的感情烦恼。情为何物?到现在我还没有得到一个能够满足我的一个理想答案。

那是不是说如果每个人都用同一个角度来看世界,我们的生活就不会从满烦恼,充满问题呢?如果你说如果每个人都有同样一个观点,那我们不是活得很单调呢?那如果你有这么多个问题和意见,你就来开导我好了。
Thursday, December 13, 2007

18:35



Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Do you want to talk to me at all? Am I in your mind as frequently as you are on mine? Can your tell how broken I sound when you text me...

23:59




I'm holding on to that little bit of hope you've given me this morning.

20:15



Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me. said:
night night loveee


[: ahh choo!

23:04




Are you interested to know what is going on in my life?

22:56



Monday, September 21, 2009
You told me that you don't like texting. You also told me that you don't like to talk to me on the phone. Then how else are we ever going to have a chance to talk to each other? I can't go to your house, our timings always clash on weekdays, we barely have enough time for each other on Sundays. I don't even know if you still read this blog anymore but I post my feelings up for you to read everyday. Hoping to feel connected to you in some way and maybe you'd feel connected to me in some way too and that would hopefully put you in a better mood. This is about the only way I can think off that would help update you about me. But I have zero means of hearing about your day from you. And that totally sucks. What surprises and hurts me even more is that it does not seem to matter to you. You reply 1 out of my every 5 messages with 1 sentence expressing no interest whatsoever in carrying on talking to me. That hurts. A lot.


But I still love you. And I hope that one day, you would love me back the same way as I have.

22:43




Tonight's weather is simply indescribable. I want to walk down the streets of Orchard Road. I want to take the bus to the airport and back again. I want to chill and watch a movie at home. I want to go to bed. I want to do everything. With you.


Weather = my mood.

21:04




I don't know how you feel towards me. I want to know.

16:12




Artist: Westlife
Title: Change the World

Since you've gone,
well it seems like everything is wrong,
And deep inside,
I know that i've,
lost much more than pride,
Well, happiness is getting further away,
Girl,i miss you more than words can say,
I need a miracle now,
so tell me,

How can i change the world,
Cause i sure can't change your mind,
Where's the miracle i need now,
got to get to you somehow,
Cause i can't change the world,
I can't change the world,
No, i can't change the world,
I can't change the world,

Losing you,
well it's been the hardest thing to do,
So, i close my eyes and tell myself,
that somehow i'll survive,
Well you gave me heaven,
then you took it away,
Girl, i miss you more with each passing day,
i need a miracle now,
so tell me...

How can i change the world, (change it)
Cause i sure can't change your mind,
Where's the miracle i need now,
got to get to you somehow,

And baby,
so sad that you have to leave me,
just so you can find yourself,
And it's so sad that you just can't see,
I love you more than life itself,

No, i can't change the world,

How can i change the world,
Cause i sure can't change your mind,
Where's the miracle i need now,
got to get to you somehow,
Cause i can't change the world,
got to get to you somehow,
No, i can't change the world.....

14:07




A mixtape of feelings. Doesn't feel very nice but much better than before.

14:04




All I crave for is some attention from you.

12:52



Sunday, September 20, 2009
Today, my heart still weighs a ton. But this time, it's pressing on to something I can't quite figure. Why am I feeling this way? Is it because I foolishly let open my heart to you only to have you throwing and stomping it on the ground. You pretend as if nothing happened, and that just makes my heart hurt even more.


The weather is fine today. I hope it corresponds with your mood instead of mine. Cos if it does, the sun won't be shinning so strongly. The sky would be crying and filling the earth with my cold, salty tears.


I sacrifice so much only to hope for a nod or a smile from you. A recognition, an acknowledgement. And I hope all I'm doing now is worth it.

16:37



Saturday, September 19, 2009
This is the first time I feel upset, slept and the feeling still stays with me. Worse thing is even as I sleep, I still can't get you outta my mind.

21:59




(hey my post is exactly 24 hrs apart.(:)

21:07




I think of you as I walk along the streets of Orchard Road on this cold night. I feel serene. When I'm being left all alone, all I ever feel is peace. No happiness, no despair. At peace. And that Hi managed to spring a meek smile on my face as I sat on the bus home.


A man said "thank you" to me when I held the door open for him and a friend as I walked out of Wheelock Place. That was about the only time I felt appreciated today.

21:01



Friday, September 18, 2009
It's 2100 hours and i go to bed with a rock in my heart.

21:01




I lift my hopes up high just to find myself falling down. Alone. Down, hitting against the stone cold floor. Feeling the pain run through my body. I breathe with relief and smile as it numbs the pain that I feel in my heart. I could do this all day. Until the hurting stops.

18:33




Today's weather is fine. Wet and cool. Perfect for lazing in bed with a loved one.(:

18:20



Wednesday, September 16, 2009
"There was the old riverside where the bumboats tied up, and the river full of the boatmen's spit and cigarette butts, and the smell of dried rubber and dead cats. All the boats are gone, and the old men too, who used to pilot them. The shophouses are restaurants, but are quiet before dawn, like drunks sleeping off headaches. He cycles across the black river, along the footpath, past the old buildings. Victoria Hall and the Parliament, the Empress Place immigration building and the Cricket Club, Supreme Court and City Hall: some aleady done up and grandly lit, and others boarded up, being re-done."


"The city has changed. We have changed. This city is not so young anymore. We have a history to write. A history of so many people, many stories. There are many of us who worked to build this city, to change it for the better.
yet it is the city that has changed us. And the future that is being written will be a dictated record."


"Raffles Place"


"Battery Road"


"Time passes for the historian."


"And if I wake, I should tell you these things of this, our city of small blessings."


City of Small Blessing by Simon Tay


And nostalgia surges through my bloodstream like an arrow piercing through my heart.

20:53



Tuesday, September 15, 2009
And I stand in a corner watching you grow up. Afraid to appear too often and end up hindering your growth. I cannot imagine how would you grow up to be. It's comforting yet worrying.

19:58



Monday, September 14, 2009
To hear you rattle on and on about your day.(:

21:09



Sunday, September 06, 2009
All i need for you to do in my life is just FUCK OFF!!!

21:47



Friday, September 04, 2009
Sometimes I just wish that you'd have time for me...or maybe make the effort to comfort me. Sometimes...

21:38



Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Artist: Owl City
Title: Vanilla Twilight
Album: Ocean Eyes


The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here

20:37



Sunday, August 30, 2009
Title: Rainbow Veins
Artist: Owl City
Album: Maybe I'm Dreaming

High rise, veins of the avenue
Bright eyes and subtle variations of blue
Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you
Street lights glisten on the boulevard
And cold nights make staying alert so hard
For heaven's sake, keep me awake so I won't be caught off guard
Clearly I am a passerby but I'll find a place to stay
Dear pacific day, won't you take me away?

Small town hearts of the New Year
Brought down by gravity, crystal clear
City fog and brave dialogue converge on the frontier
Make haste, I feel your heartbeat
With new taste for speed, out on the street
Find a road to a humble abode where both of our routes meet
The silver sound is all around and the colors fall like snow
The feeling of letting go, I guess we'll never know

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cos your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone

Your nerves gather with the altitude
Exhale the stress so you don't come unglued
Somewhere there is a happy affair, a ghost of a good mood
Wide eyed, panic on the getaway
The high tide could take me so far away
VCR's and motorcars unite on the Seventh Day
A popular gauge will measure the rage of the new Post-Modern Age
Cuz somewhere along the line all the decades align

We were the crashing whitecaps
On the ocean
And what lovely seaside holiday, away
A palm tree in Christmas lights
My emotion
Struck a sparkling tone like a xylophone
As we spent the day alone

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cuz your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone

19:23



Sunday, August 23, 2009
It sucks big time when the people whom you need most can't be by your side. And it sucks even more when you can't even talk to them.

20:20




Fuck those two at home. Fuck them.

18:50



Thursday, August 20, 2009
): I want to run away...and never stop, for there is no one to stop me. No one to hold me back.

22:07



Monday, August 10, 2009
I'm sick of seeing words like, "have a good weekend" or "regards" on the stupid emb message already. What do you mean by "have a good weekend"? What "regards" are you giving. I always get into a bad mood after reading the stupid messages online. Fuck them.

12:30



Saturday, August 08, 2009
Sometimes I don't even know if it's a blessing or a curse to have met me.

13:11



Thursday, August 06, 2009
I is going to run the army half marathon. muahaha. Think I'll die halfway though. ^^ MEDIC ON STANDBY!

17:36



Tuesday, August 04, 2009
I have one big eye and one small eye. o.O

17:07



Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Was a long and dark December
From the rooftops I remember
There was snow
White snow

Clearly I remember
From the windows they were watching
While we froze
Down below

When the future's architectured
By a carnival of idiots on show
You'd better lie low

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

Was a long and dark December
When the banks became cathedrals
And the fog
Became God

Priests clutched onto bibles
Hollowed out to fit their rifles
And the cross was held aloft

Bury me in armor
When I'm dead and hit the ground
A love back home unfolds

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

I don't want to be a soldier
Who the captain of some sinking ship
Would stow, far below

So if you love me
Why'd you let me go?

I took my love down to Violet Hill
There we sat in snow
All that time she was silent still

So if you love me
Won't you let me know?

If you love me,
Won't you let me know?

18:06



Tuesday, July 21, 2009
what can i say
i miss your eyes
nothing more
what can a love song provide
nothing more
words are a lovely trite
of something more
and i wanna give to you
give to you

more than a love song can give
more than a feeling like this
more than a dimmed light upon a path you walk
more than the words can explain
more than the falling rain
more than the sun shines upon your lovely face
more than a love song

now find a way to come to me
show me where
show me where i used to be
and bring me there

Well, this is enough to see
something more
and i wanna give to you
give to you

more than a love song can give
more than a feeling like this
more than a dimmed light upon a path you walk
more than the words can explain
more than the falling rain
more than the sun shines upon your lovely face
more than a love song

now look upon your face
its beauty to me
when i look upon
its beauty to me
its beauty to me
its beauty to me

more than a love song can give
more than a feeling like this
more than a dimmed light upon a path you walk
more than the words can explain
more than the falling rain
more than the sun shines upon your lovely face
just more than a love song

11:08



Monday, July 13, 2009
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

20:55




I can't do anything right when you are always on my mind.

20:52



Tuesday, July 07, 2009
I'm still feeling the urge to skip school. I wanna go victoria. Not bukit timah.

21:41




Artist: Ashlee Simpson
Title: Beautifully Broken

It seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky
It seems like yesterday I didnt know how hard I could cry
It feels like tomorrow I may not get by
But I will try
I will try wipe the tears from my eyes

[Chorus:]
I'm beautifully broken and I don't mind if you know it
I'm beautifully broken and I don't care if I show it

Every day is a new day I'm reminded of my past
Everytime theres another storm I know that it wont last
Every moment I'm filled with hope
cause i get another chance
But I will try I will try
Got nothing left to hide

[Chorus]

Without the highs and the lows
Where will we go?
Where will we go?

[Chorus]

I am beautifully broken, I am beautifully broken
I am beautifully broken and I don't care if I show it

21:37



Monday, July 06, 2009
It hurts. So much. As much as I don't want it to.

21:45



Sunday, June 28, 2009
Can someone actually learn how to be satisfied with their own life? Doesn't sound very possible to me. Do you think it's possible?

22:01



Friday, June 26, 2009
I learnt that my dad ORD-ed as a LCP but the first year he went back for reservist, his rank in the nominal rol was SSG. Everybody in his battalion called him Sir. But the MTO wanted them to call him Encik. O.O He has a Good Service Medal and a Long Service Medal which is to be worn on the No1. Nice.





And And And I have found myself a new fan. Wong Qinjiang is my number 1 fan! He asked me to send him all the songs that I mixed just now. Lol!

18:29



Sunday, June 21, 2009
Artist: The Killers
Title: A Dustland Fairytale
Album: Day & Age

Dustland fairytale beginin
Just another white trash
County kiss
Sixty one
Long brown hair and foolish eyes
Look just like you gone into some
Kind of slick chrome american prince
A blue jean serenade
Moon river what'd you do to be
But i don't believe you

Some cinderella in a party dress but
She was looking for a night gown
I saw the devil warping up his hands
Hes getting ready for the show down
I saw the minute that i turn away
I got my money on a pond tonight

Change came in disguised of revelation
Set his soul on fire
She said she'd always knew he'd come around
And the decades disappear like sinking
Ships we persevere god gives us hope
But we still fear
We don't know
The mind is poison castle in the sky
Sit stranded vandalized
The draw bridge is closing

Some cinderella in a party dress but
She was looking for a night gown
I saw the devil warping up his hands
Hes getting ready for the show down
I saw the ending were they turned the page
I threw my money and i ran away
Strait to the vally of the great divide

And were the dreams roll high
And were the wind dont blow
Out here the good girls die
And the sky wont snow
Out here the bird don't sing
Out here the field don't grow
Out here the bell don't ring
Out here the bell don't ring
Out here the good girls die

Now cinderella don't you go to sleep
Its such a bitter form of refuge
Ahh don't you know the kingdoms under siege
And everybody needs you
Is there still magic in the midnight sun
Or did you leave it back in sixty-one
In the of the cadence in the young mans eyes
And were the dreams roll high

23:20




What the hell do you want from me. You are the one wasting my time and you blame it on me. How much more fucked can you get?!

23:18



Saturday, June 20, 2009
Good afternoon everyone. Sorry I've been extremely busy this past dunno how many weeks (I lost count). Plenty of things to do. Finished whatever course I had to go for. Sewed my rank with my brothers. They all made me fold their sleeves for them! Hiya! Okok. have hk later. Gotta bathe soon. Chow. It may be quite a while later before I come back to update again so anything just msg me. ALIGARTOE. xD!

12:21



Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Fucked up holidays. I'm sleepy.

13:38



Saturday, May 30, 2009
What is this "holidays" you people speak of?

15:26



Thursday, May 28, 2009
I need to revamp the education NOW!

17:14



Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Thank you Sissy, Lina, Guan Koi, Zhe Wei, Wei Jun, Jia Xuan, Sharon, Prissy, Mel(:, Ruixian, Kuoxian, Mei Jun and Denise(for your sweet present) for remembering my birthday! (:


plus ZhenHan and Solly (as of 1956 hours)


plus Bralee (as of 1959 hours)


plus Randall (as of 2006 hours)


plus MeiShian (as of 2008 hours)


plus Shuan Lee (as of 2036 hours)


plus Sir Jun Kai (as of 2103 hours. no one liner hor!)


plus XinYi (as of 2012 hours)


plus Chinyee and Steffi (as of 2131 hours)


plus Qinjiang (as of 2138 hours)



Still got who else ah? xD

19:37



Monday, May 25, 2009
A sigh of relieve I must heave. Now, to carry on downloading my movies!

19:39



Sunday, May 24, 2009
Fuck maths

11:07



Thursday, May 21, 2009
It's not that I don't want to. It's just that I don't like you.

17:41



Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Stupid Physics. Theatre, Psychology, SAF. Should I do all??? xD!

21:23



Friday, May 15, 2009
I go to school to learn how other people's mind works. But apparently the current place I'm in does not leave me any room to do so.

20:46



Thursday, May 14, 2009
CSM'08, I managed to get in. *Throws a big boulder of his chest*

Well, here I go~

18:40



Monday, May 11, 2009
Am I really that easy a person to exploit?

14:47



Saturday, May 09, 2009
I'm beginning to get freaked out by some people. O.O

21:06



Thursday, May 07, 2009
Stupid lousy english.

16:30



Wednesday, May 06, 2009
I want to quit school. It's not doing me any good.

19:02



Thursday, April 30, 2009
Sleepy days... so sleepy...

18:34



Monday, April 27, 2009
True blue students and teachers of hwa chong are either good at what they do or they just have not yet expereience life to half it is.

20:29



Sunday, April 26, 2009
Enough with school.

18:32



Thursday, April 23, 2009
There is no point in doing anything anymore.

18:23



Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Fuck off. All you people fuck off far far away.

19:30



Tuesday, April 21, 2009
A whole year. Just gone to waste like that.

20:28



Sunday, April 19, 2009
Title: All over me
Artist: Lindsey Harper
Album: Loving Annabelle OST

In the space between what’s wrong and right,
You will find me waiting for you.
All your fortresses go down in the night.
To the dawn I’ll see you through.

‘Cause I know, that you know,
You’re all over me now.
And it’s clear, it will show,
Your curtains will close.
But if your heart is cold, my sheets are warm.
I will shelter you through the storm.
I will shelter you all through the storm.

The answers aren’t so easy to find,
The questions will have to do.
‘Cause I’ve lost myself deep in your life,
My only fix is you.

‘Cause I know, that you know,
You’re all over me now.
And it’s clear, it will show,
Your curtains will close.
But if your heart is cold, my sheets are warm.
I will shelter you through the storm.
I will shelter you all through the storm.

Saying what I am, what we are,
It’s a start towards the truth.
Taking my breath with each day,
All I can stand in my heart it’s you.

In the space between what’s wrong and right,
You will find me waiting for you…

19:14



Thursday, April 16, 2009
Viruses thrive in my poor body...

19:17



Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Downloading stupid office trial cos i went to reformat my com. For stupid project's day. grrrrr....

22:12



Tuesday, April 07, 2009
School is screwed up.

18:30



Monday, April 06, 2009
*blows in the breath of life* I just revived my blog!

22:51



Friday, March 13, 2009
My 500th post! And I'm back.(:

15:21



Thursday, March 05, 2009
Am leaving for Aussie tomorrow...

20:41



Wednesday, February 25, 2009
A superficial world I live in.

21:22



Thursday, February 12, 2009
Wish me luck for maths test tmr.

22:21



Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Sacrifice - something we all need to learn how to do.

21:55



Tuesday, February 10, 2009
I wan to do so many things. Right now!

17:04



Monday, February 09, 2009
Today is Monday. Today is no PSP day. Today is boring day. Today is a cold day. Today is a sleepy day. Today is I-dun-wan-go-school-day.::)

21:52



Sunday, February 08, 2009
Rawr. homework again.

22:42



Saturday, February 07, 2009
I am so damn sleepy. Even though its the weekend. Can my life make anymore sense?

23:26



Thursday, February 05, 2009








Tuts my barreh? :D

20:38




I get shit before i reach home. I get shit too when I get home. So where in fuck's world should I go?!

19:58



Wednesday, February 04, 2009
I'm sleepy. But I can't sleep. So much for manage your time.

22:14



Tuesday, February 03, 2009
I'm not suited for school anymore. Too old.

21:32



Monday, February 02, 2009
Was down with the Monday blues this morning. After school, had a chem make-up session and was on chem high. O.O Chem ain't that hard after all. ^.^

20:30



Sunday, February 01, 2009
Went to Ruixian's house today with Tingle Wenjie and Kuoxian. Did nothing much though. Lol.












And this is the end of my weekend. >.<

22:30



Saturday, January 31, 2009
saturday saturday saturday! i'm thinking of how to get outta here.

14:29



Friday, January 30, 2009
It's the weekend! (:

21:11



Thursday, January 29, 2009
Damn lucky la, today never sleep in school, and the teachers never scold me. Yay. But tonight no need sleep again.

21:53



Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Across the city from our little spot on the hilltop.
Oh it's so pretty from way up there.
We talked about how the lights from the buildings and cars,
seemed like reflections of the stars,
that shone out so pretty and bright, that night.

21:33




I have fucking tons of homework that I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO FINISH! Bradee hell.

20:14



Monday, January 26, 2009
Its the first day of the new year. Trying to come up with some plans but it's apparent that I'm the only one who IS free. ):

22:26



Saturday, January 24, 2009
Rawr. Tomorrow is CNY Eve. I want to go out!

13:14



Thursday, January 22, 2009
BUGS! Interesting. But gross.

16:55



Wednesday, January 21, 2009
The weekend is approaching.... I can almost taste it. Like strepsils blackcurrant.

21:22



Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Where is the reset button???

17:33



Monday, January 19, 2009
I dun want to go to sku!!! *cough cough*

20:57



Sunday, January 18, 2009


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol den u should change ur nick le


partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
WADEVA!!!!


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
change to "someones said my nick is old"


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
-.- cool


partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
BLEH


partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
*cough cough*


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
wth does tt mean


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
*cough cough cough* muahahaha i win


partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
my throat still pain


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
o


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
get well soon


partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
okie


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
who sing veri well in junkai part arh


partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
spanks


partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
ehhh


partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
i dunno


partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
lol


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
sam larh .. y everybody dunno


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
u noe how i noe?


partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
why?


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
cuz i he put up a lot of advertisements. bus also got


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
Sam Sung


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
LOL


partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
LAME


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
-.-


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
srry


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
i tot of it


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
den dun want to kip things to myself


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
ifnot become emo


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
cchewt say 1


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊` jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
in assembly lol


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
OH I SEEEEEE


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
i can imagine u saying tt perfectly


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
GAH


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
pain la throat


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
so use msn cuz dun 1 tok on fone right


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
NABEi


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
ahhh?


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
nvm -.- lame lar louis


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
ya lor


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
triple L


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
LOL


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
u also lame arh -.-


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
O.O


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
-.-


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
-.-


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
u doin wad


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
other than girls


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
blogging and toking to zw and blogging


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol and toking to louis


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
who btw is damn cool


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
dun tell louis arh


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
ok


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
sure


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
eh louis


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
someone said u suck


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol who


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
damn bad dat guy


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
he say cannot say


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
orh i noe le


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
nvm lar


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
he quite cool also


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol -.- i damn lame dun tel any1 about this convo pls


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
i shall copy and paste on my blog!!


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
dun


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
copy the sam thing


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
dun copy this


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
gah


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
see first


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
mwahahahah!!!!1


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
lol


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
evil guy


partc09.[22] 锦`louis
partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
=.=


partc09.[21] 俊`jiajun Someone said my nick is old. [Who what when where?.]
partc09.[22] 锦`louis
xD





22:36




my cough is getting from bad to worse and worser. T.T Me throat pain. *cough cough cough out blood* O.O just kidding.(:

22:09



Friday, January 16, 2009
*cough cough* The doctor's medicine doesn't work! Walao!

22:24



Thursday, January 15, 2009
Here I am cold, aching, by myself. What can I do now?
2 days MC.

21:35



Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Homework List:
1) Maths Textbook.
2) 20 pages of chemistry.
3) GSK Drill Mutuals.
4) Finish cup noodles.

Trust me. They are enough to kill.

19:39





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